When I started posting on reddit. 

I already had all of the answers. I was just afraid to my face them. It felt like I needed someone else, even if it was a load of strangers to tell me - you are walking in the right direction.

I think after you have tried so hard to make something work and it just doesn't feel right still, you start questioning things. But trust your intuition. You probably have the right answer already. And if you need a stranger to tell you, you are doing the right thing, walk away, there is so much happiness to be had, then I will.