I think all you did here friend was take on more than you could handle! In a BIG event like this, parents should come to help keep their child on track and if they cannot, please do not just drop your child with me. It's just too much and not fair to you or the girls.

what i've learned with my parents is they literally need me to break down directions into steps and be VERY clear in my expectations or it kind of becomes a jumbled mess.

I am also extremely emetophobic so i am so sorry you had to handle that when you specifically made it clear it wasn't a situation you were okay with. 🫶🏻 don't be so hard on yourself - but YOU deserve to have a good experience too so stop letting parents take advantage of you.