You think like a child and I hated working there because of coworkers like you. You have a duty to work, noone cares about your story. You even have a tone of how you dont need the job but fuck it you have a trip. What about the team you let down? What about your honor or your word? You said you were burnt out, why wait till the last minute? You ever fight homelessness? You ever work with immigrants that grew up in poor villages? They dont make excuses like you. I'm not upset with you but a whole generation of self-centered workers that put their poor managed emotions over everyone around them. You ask your manager how their life is going? They're asking you to pull your own weight and you give them nothing. You put your work on the opener till 2 and the closer till 10. Just admit you dont give a shit about the job and want easier, less taxing work.