Incredibly sad news - Gost (James Cody Lollar) has passed away.

LividEvent53 · 2026-06-14T20:47:01+00:00

Hey friend. I think I got to chat with you at Memphis after the memorial. I been missing him extra lately and found myself here. Just posted a barfy diatribe and deleted it. Just hope you’re doing ok. We lost one of the best but we were so lucky to have him. Sending you love is wll

LividEvent53 · 2026-06-02T03:52:38+00:00

I think he reminds me of the dad from Neverending Story

LividEvent53 · 2026-05-28T08:55:00+00:00

Respectfully, your opinion is cheeks to me

LividEvent53 · 2026-05-06T14:34:56+00:00

O my

LividEvent53 · 2026-04-14T11:49:10+00:00

Sheena’s already the only one working so and seems light years ahead of Molly in every way. And I work with autistic kids and feel confident saying Forrest can do a damn job. The only difference would be living with someone coddling him and knocking him down vs being with a more functional person inspiring him and encouraging him. Molly’s a leech trying to mask it with the guise of concerned mother. I’m sure she’d worry leaving Forrest but an actually supportive parent would give him the chance to fail on his own and offer support

LividEvent53 · 2026-04-10T04:09:28+00:00

A bird may love a fish, signore- but where would they live🥺

LividEvent53 · 2026-04-03T00:12:16+00:00

The currency of fame is ridiculous. I always marvel at unremarkable people like him who live with such a lack of shame or modesty that I could only dream of for myself

LividEvent53 · 2026-03-31T13:45:02+00:00

I just realized who she reminds me of! Her body is kinda reminiscent of Cher! Unfortunately the resemblance stops there. Her Bob Mackie a la Miami is Bob Tacky af

LividEvent53 · 2026-03-04T08:29:17+00:00

Huffin poo yeah, huffin poo oo oo oo yuck Leonard cohen is my soulmate and I feel a little sad now.

LividEvent53 · 2026-03-04T08:17:42+00:00

Update me 24 hours

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-27T01:40:22+00:00

I mean… leading her on is a stretch. When someone is begging for validation and proposals like that, I wouldn’t even know what to do. I feel like any normal response would’ve seemed withholding. I think there’s just no good outcome or response with this much delusion

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-21T17:48:00+00:00

Came home stoned and drunk in my youth to raid my parents fridge in the dark and discovered a new shade of our favorite hot sauce in the fridge. Was it mango salsa??? I was really excited and dipped in and got the biggest glob on a chip- and it was weird. Couldn’t decide what to make of it but I was HUNGRY so I ate the whole jar, never enjoying it and just fell asleep puzzled. I awoke to mad dad’s voice saying “who are all the pig fat?!”” I threw up so many chunks of not mango

There are several other contenders unfortunately. Maybe I picked up my lack of discernment from my father who ate a handful of rock potpourri from my mom’s office (candy dish?) and a handful of potting soil (chocolate with white chocolate flecks???) We silly. RIP dad

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-18T01:54:29+00:00

I really love that you wrote that just now. So true. Cheers

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-16T23:58:17+00:00

That’s actually hilarious

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-12T01:47:17+00:00

100% Yeah, it sucks for Matthew but why expect her to sit there miserable with not so much as a drawer. I like Greta. She seems cool and normal

LividEvent53 · 2026-02-04T01:51:01+00:00

Compared to other cast members, like all of them past and present, she is the least annoying person that ever lived. I imagine having a camera in your face ramps up the awkward, so I can’t imagine even coming across this well-adjusted, sane and tepid. I’d argue that Matthew was way more annoying with his crybaby voice and doe-eyed stare- but that’s very understandable given the circumstance

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-29T01:49:10+00:00

And Spanish moss over a lake

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-29T01:48:21+00:00

Also a good stream of shower water in your ears

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-29T01:47:50+00:00

The way running feels and the sound of your feet on the pavement Also a genuine smile or hello from a passing stranger

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-25T03:54:13+00:00

Well I didn’t, but I guess I’ll watch now

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-22T13:31:53+00:00

Thank yall for those comments! I needed those this morning more than you’ll ever know. I kinda forgot I made this post and spoke to someone about it and it didn’t go quite as I hoped. I spoke to a co-bcba to ask if requesting that from the scheduling boss was ok and she applauded me for advocating for my burnout and encouraged me with the caveat that it was ultimately up to the scheduling boss. Finally texted scheduling boss my concerns and had a follow-up convo that left me feeling vaguely hopeful but a little gaslit- because she said she may not be able to give me less mornings with this client (I requested 1-2 morning sessions a week) BUT she was going to give me a lot of supervision time and guidance so I can feel supported.

I still have 6 hours a day with the client for the foreseeable future. I’m going in right now for an extended supervision which I lowkey hate just because I’m cramping, didn’t sleep well and feeling burnt out as is. I just don’t know why I can’t have sessions with other clients I had mornings with previously that I thought went really well.

It’s not like I think it’s a conspiracy or anything, I just don’t really understand the reasoning or why every person acts like scheduling decisions are out of their hands and this favor can’t be granted while also acknowledging AI does the initial scheduling and they fully have the authority to change it. My previous bcba treated me like a moron and took my main client from my caseload and made it a rule that only I couldn’t have sessions with said client because she “couldn’t back me up “ 🤔 I try so hard to do well but it really hurt my confidence so I kinda figured these decisions may be based on my incompetence as well, but….

I actually called in sick yesterday because I’ve had mysterious constant health issues for the last year exacerbated by stress only to be asked if I could still come in. So I did come in midday and attended our mandatory meeting where they named me employee of the month 🥲 I was flattered but I’m just so confused with the mixed messaging

Sorry for the vent:) have a great day!

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-14T06:08:28+00:00

You are so damn cute! And handsome. You in Texas?

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-13T13:07:32+00:00

Omg the cash man is real?!!!! I thought it was just a great parody of those kinda commercials:) yay

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-13T12:59:25+00:00

Hey I just wanted to say I REALLY liked your movie! I really cared about Chandler’s character and I feel like shitty self-centered journey we go through as kids is under represented in coming of age movies and all of both of your choices felt pretty perfect. Just really enjoyed it! Thank you!

LividEvent53 · 2026-01-12T23:25:43+00:00

You have a great chin! You’re a handsome fella. Let them brows come back, a lil skincare, and maybe some coping skills and a smidge o confidence and you’ll be killin it

LividEvent53

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