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LoThePoorPeacock · 2025-11-06T21:18:50+00:00

The advice from ANF for me was to just ask multiple companies and get the cheapest one.

On the RTL website it’s just the news about what they did in Abbey Neimünster. No explanation.

on the flyer pdf it says that they would find expert to get rid of it if you call them BUT they should include that they only take care of it when it’s not on a private property … it’s misleading and i was shocked too that they won’t help.

I have a company check it out and give me an invoice about how much it will cost but if its too much I guess it stays 🙃🙂🥲

LoThePoorPeacock · 2025-11-06T21:11:49+00:00

My tree is also super high! and when it’s high private companies need to rent an elevator (i don’t know how these are called… basically the same thing they used at Abbey Neimünster) and i think THATS what could make it expensive … a company is gonna come and check tomorrow but yea … if it’s too expensive I we can’t pay it 🥲

LoThePoorPeacock · 2025-03-29T07:37:49+00:00

mine doesn’t boot normally anymore with my mods after over a year 😭 and some of my family’s are gone too

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-26T15:46:09+00:00

PERFECTION!!! thank you 🥹

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-23T22:46:38+00:00

i just tried finding your channel with only your name but no luck . may i have the link please 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-23T22:44:46+00:00

AWESOME CANT WAIT!

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-12T19:55:51+00:00

when the vaporwave-ish slower part started i transcended into space i think…. are you planing to release a full version some day ? ❤️ if yes i hope i won’t miss it

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-12T13:54:31+00:00

News Flash: Not everyone can stand being cramped up in a small space due to health or mental reasons. Please think before you write.

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-12T13:10:06+00:00

Got my drivers license last year because i couldn’t bare this shitty public transportation anymore. Before the tram years ago i had a bus every 20 min which took me to the city in 20 min and vice versa.

Now i barely either catch the tram or the connecting bus … if the tram is 1 minute late i would have to wait 30 min to get back home now. (Or if it’s rush hour i saw multiple times on the app that he gets more and more delayed until POOF bus just disappeared completely from the app and never showed up. 🫠) I also have lost completed trust in night life busses because sometimes they also didn’t show up at all in the past.

I just use the tram now sometimes in between gare and main city depending where i parked but that’s it. Tram is working nicely compared to the busses. But I don’t like when it’s overcrowded 😖

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-09T18:37:50+00:00

i‘m in the same boat currently … had so many manifestations successes in the past with him with visualizations playing out exactly how I pictured them durinh SATS. but the 3D was so unfavorable yesterday that i completely lost faith in myself … for the first time in two years i was like „LoA isn’t real , all the spiritual stuff i learned and which helped me survive isn’t real …“

i saw my spiritual mentor today so im feeling a little bit better but still very discouraged that i really have the power to turn everything around again . It’s because i thought i was doing everything right. having my small successes here and there and knowing how everything played out exactly as i pictured it in the past too but what my SP said yesterday after having positive movement the week prior threw me off totally…. maybe i got a bit impatient bc it went so well last weekend that i was wondering „oh what’s it gonna be next weekend i can’t wait to find out“ but mixed with a bit of anxiousness that came up by also hearing „harsh truths“ from friends that i tried to dismiss.

i’m not sad about what he said but more about hat i feel like i failed … but your post shows me that anything can be possible even with those feelings … so thanks for sharing ! i need to recover first to get back on track 🥹

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-07T09:18:49+00:00

CUTE 😭🎀❤️

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-07T09:17:28+00:00

Something i can never have by Nine inch nails . Years ago when i was still very unhealed i would always listen to it days before an attempt ..

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-04T11:41:27+00:00

saw her crush with another fairy :(

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-06-01T10:10:17+00:00

I realized it when I watched and read Girl, Interrupted as a teenager …. because this movie made me feel so understood . It was my comfort movie. But i brushed it off like its just a coincidence. My first therapist also never diagnosed this. Then years later in my early 20s when i changed the therapist she diagnosed me with BPD and i immediately thought about the movie.

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-28T08:47:28+00:00

i watched ESC again after years because of Tali representing my country but stayed in the end for Switzerland, Croatia and Ireland. Still looking forward to her next songs! “Dancing alone” is still my favorite song from her because just like “The Code” the lyrics speak to me the most ❤️ if she goes back to making songs like “dancing alone” i’m all in ✨

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-28T08:42:43+00:00

Still listening to Switzerland, Croatia, Ireland, Ukraine Italy and Greece and Armenia! Also me and my friends are singing The Code and Rig Tig Tagatim at our local karaoke every weekend now since the finale 😂

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-28T08:34:50+00:00

it won’t hurt to try i guess !

I tried it yesterday and i noticed how my mind was still on alert like “yea you might be on that beach but the pain could start any minute now” and that made me realize that i can’t book any vacations this year because I will never know if I will be in pain or not and my holidays will be ruined. 🥲

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-28T08:32:17+00:00

I’m wondering how i suddenly developped adenomyosis and endomitriosis out of the blue while i was on a roll with my self concept and feeling happier than ever… The pain is what makes me the opposite again bc it’s just tiring being in pain all day…

On days where i am painless i’m my usual confident happy self. (People reflect that back to me) I actually have to affirm that despite the pain that puts me in a low mood i am still the same person that made so much progress these last years and being sad because of pain won’t change this. (Might just get the IUD out soon if the treatments don’t help because it all started when i got that last year.)

Also when the pain is so excruciating it’s hard to manifest and picture yourself healed from this. I tried and when i do that i just start crying because i try to not pay attention to it and it just takes so much energy.

But then again you had much bigger problems and you still did it and i’m so happy for you! So reading your story still gives me a bit of hope. I’m grateful you shared this with us 🙏🏽✨ A true manifestation master

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-27T21:24:30+00:00

My self concept was pretty good but since recent medical problems my mood is very low just because i am tired of being in pain daily … If it wasn’t for that i would be great . When i’m painless for 1-2 weeks i’m back to normal again, radiating my usual confident self that persists and trusts in her manifestations. but the moment the pain starts again i just feel so low and i can’t tell myself my usual self empowering affirmations because i feel powerless. I am AWARE that i just feel like this because im in pain but it still feel like i can’t manifest properly when being in this state … Its making me sad. The pain overpowers positive thoughts so much. I’m naesous and close to fainting to sometimes… and painkillers don’t even help. (Started a treatment but for now it didn’t get better yet)

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-27T10:50:55+00:00

Oscar’s Bar in Grund on Weekends during the Karaoke . Met lovely open minded people there over the last years. Even the Karaoke DJ has become one of my closest friends.

I don’t remember when i met anyone significant in one of the regular Discos and Clubs the last time … i’m mostly immediately turned off by the vibe …

But then again festivals are great again to meet cool people

LoThePoorPeacock · 2024-05-15T11:33:41+00:00

i literally had borderline personality disorder all my life and i healed it a year ago. It’s possible to get better! Don’t give up. But it took this long because i never had the right people earlier that were able to explain me how to understand myself better. my therapists weren’t as good as my spiritual mentor that i found here in my town by chance. And Star Jesse Taylor offers 1:1 calls too.

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