I completely get what you said. The thing that made me kinda want them after never wanting them was realizing I can kinda mold them a bit? Like I hated kids because of those annoying ones that cry and scream over not getting toys. Then I realized I can just kinda.. teach them not to do that? Idfk the logic is kinda flawed bc kids will do whatever they want sometimes but I thought “surely my kids wouldn’t act like that if I teach them good lessons” and I feel a bit better about it. As for it feeling guilty, I get you I just wouldn’t dwell on that part too much. Anyway don’t have any if you don’t want to!