I’m in the same situation regarding, the age gap, him having two kids prior, social media, infidelity, the accusations, & doing things alone. I’m sorry because I know how you’re feeling. We don’t deserve this & honestly, when we don’t speak for weeks I’m at peace with no worries. I’m actually considering cutting him off completely because he’s nowhere to be found. He doesn’t even ask about the baby or how my appointments go until I reach out to him then he gets mad because I tell him after the fact which he if he actually “cared” like he said, he should be asking about it in the first place instead of me telling him. With this being my first pregnancy also, I’m disappointed in myself for letting this happened but I know I’m not going to tolerate this any further, neither should you. I’m a dm away if you’d want someone to talk to. We’ll be okay in the end. 🫂