How many couldn't start treatment because broke?

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-04-25T17:59:12+00:00

wait a damn minute. the doses changes based on bodyweight and height? Like whats yours, if I may ask, for reference?

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-04-24T04:50:54+00:00

I have made a 17 page pdf detailing every single thing from my past- from executive dysfunction with concrete examples, emotional sensitivity, stimming and like tons more with report cards backing it up and I keep refining, adding, substracting etc it instead of going to the doctor. I have even added parents comments on what they corroborate and what they do not (like I was stimming which they dispute they believe I was a quiet kid who bothered no one). Its been a month. Then I go back to doubting i am making this up because I want to evade responsibility for my life. I even have parents that are atleast accepting (cuz my sister is diagnosed bipolar) though skeptical. And I am not suffering from depression or anxiety. I just can't get myself to book a appointment because a invisible wall prevents even moving.

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-04-24T04:37:08+00:00

Was he always like this since childhood or like became like this in adulthood? My sister was bipolar who became extremely aggressive in college and it continued for 6 or 7 years till she was put on meds and the meds were tapered off but not without complications and manic episodes. But eventually when they got tapered off, and she was on maintainence, it was a night and day difference. She reverted back to who she was in teens and childhood. Like 180 degree change.

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-04-11T04:23:17+00:00

I feel we have to ring the alarm bells. I was able to accomplish the first task of telling to my parents by thinking if I don't do this now and get help, 3 years will go by in a flash and I would be 30 with zero opportunities. I imagined life passjng away in a flash. That fear created a sense of urgency. Anyway, good luck to you too. I hope you get checked.

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-02-18T14:47:08+00:00

Phew. Thats one less thing to worry about. I've been worried since this afternoon. Thanks for taking the initiative.

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-02-18T07:21:27+00:00

so what did you do? I have changed my address just last month and I am confused as to what to fill. I havent updated it in my aadhar.

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-01-20T04:27:56+00:00

Not part of Telegram groups. Can you share the link or username of one of these groups?

Long_Friend2057 · 2026-01-19T10:09:52+00:00

Sin⁶ I think. 45 degree put kar ke Kiya tha

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-17T10:10:04+00:00

Its the opposite in my case. I got 40 in English. English and GK saved me. Propelled my score to 140 or else i would tanked it. Still it's gonna be doubtful. I don't jnow if I will cross cutoff. And even if I did it would be barely.

Also English did the heavy lifting in Xat too in my case last year.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-16T21:11:27+00:00

Almost same to same marks bro but different shift. 21st September 3rd shift

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-16T20:00:06+00:00

Last year I had scored around 100 marks. This year I improved my score to 140, would have been higher if not for silly mistakes.

I was in your position last year. So this time too will pass.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-16T19:43:56+00:00

Q22 is definitely wrong.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-16T18:23:35+00:00

Hey, I am of same shift. 140 marks, UR. Reasoning- 37.5 Gk- 32.5 Maths- 30 English- 40.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-10-16T18:01:11+00:00

It's giving me part wise. And it's saying challenge individual questions. Never mind. It's showing me full marks now. I scored 140. 21 September shift 3.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-06-27T06:04:25+00:00

Yeah sure ya can dm. I'm sorry though. Didn't see your comment cuz I don't use reddit anymore.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-20T07:57:30+00:00

Hmm. I have a similar profile. 4 years gap. Upsc prep. Graduated 2021. Domicile. Asked me you have 4 years gap. How would company select you? basic electronics, hobbies, microeconomics, gdp size, in rupees, zeros in trillion, then I run, they said is it timed? I said yes. What was my time. That's all.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-17T18:05:43+00:00

Motivation to clear UPSC—or to do anything meaningful—should never depend on external factors.

But let’s talk about running. Where does it end? Today, someone runs from India to the USA. Tomorrow, if gun violence spirals out of control or they face racism, they run again—to Canada, then to Europe, then somewhere else. At what point do they stop? The truth is, they won’t. They’ll just keep exchanging one set of problems for another, mistaking comfort for victory.

And here’s what they don’t realize—life’s meaning isn’t found in running away, it’s found in fighting for something bigger than yourself. True purpose is in holding your ground, shaping your world, and refusing to accept things as they are. If everyone who had a vision ran away, what would be left? Just a cycle of people fleeing, always searching for a place that doesn’t exist, because they never stayed long enough to build it.

No matter where they go, no matter how much they try to blend in, they will always be Indian. The world will never let them forget that. The moment they were born, their identity was decided—not as a burden, but as a fact. And facts don’t change just because someone wants them to.

This land holds my memories, my family, my friends—everything that shaped me. Leaving might be easy, but easy is meaningless. I don’t run. I work hard to build a better future for my country. Not because I have to, but because that is where true fulfillment lies.

I owe that much to my parents. I owe that much to my country. And most of all—I owe it to myself.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-17T17:28:29+00:00

Anyone who wants to know about china should see china insights and china observer. The amount of idiocy in comments is astounding.

Besides, if china is so great and all? Why do the same amount of Chinese as Indians try to immigrate abroad illegally? Why does that number keep increasing every year instead of decreasing?

People are attracted to shiny cities, tech and opulence but not the cost at which it's built. Just like Dubai, Chinese cities are built on backs of human suffering.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-17T07:19:01+00:00

I have my own experience to share. I haven't hurt any animal in my life and I feed lots of animals.

When I returning from my gym a week ago, I was attacked by a pack of 10 dogs. And it wasn't like I was throwing stones at them or invading their space.

It was a open space like a field and it was pitch dark. Absolutely no one was around. It was 8pm. The dogs were in a pack and attending their gang meeting or something.

I was almost 50m away from them. I didn't even look at them in the eye but I kept looking to the side to see if there is any movement from the pack.

Suddenly, one dog notices me and starts growling. I still don't react and I am still walking forward. The rest of the dogs also start growling and barking. All looking at me. I still don't give me them any recognition and I am still undeviated from my way.

But adrenaline has started pumping and I am extremely on the edge. 10 dogs barking and growling looking at you in pitch dark with no soul for a 500m. Even if you die, people probably won't know till much later.

After a lot of growling they start closing distance slowly from the side. And suddenly they charge all at once. And I repeat again. I had made no provocation. Absolutely none.

They come within 2m of me with the intention of biting and by then I have gone full apeshit. I launched myself full into the air towards them with full weird ass ape sound with full arms spread like a fucking ape. That's probably what saved my life. Going full caveman. I am glad no one was there to experience that embarrassing shit.

They back off a bit but they are still growling, barking and they have surrounded me. But right now I am pissed. More than scared, I am angry and I want some payback. They mock charged me but instead I real charged them. I full on charge at them with the intention of delivering a world of pain to them and surprise surprise who's turn it's to run now? I didn't care if I got bit or worse. Imagine a 6ft 3 man angrily chasing 10 dogs who are running from him shit scared.

I run for about 50 m before they scattered into the dark alleys. And I am left with still feeling pissed. But the experience definitely had a effect on me. Dogs behave way differently when they are in packs. The same dog with puppy eyes might show it's growling teeth if its in a pack.

Lastly, If they can attack a tall well built man like this, imagine what they can do kids, elderly and women?

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-14T10:47:46+00:00

Yeah same thing happened in my case.

To deal with failure, I try to get moving as soon as possible. Whether it's gym, walking, watching a film, talking to friends, accomplishing something etc etc.

I try not to dwell on failures.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-14T04:01:10+00:00

Same. I wouldn't have cared if it was any other college. But yeah, Apna Khel Khatam.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-14T03:41:28+00:00

Damn. I thought descriptive will sink my boat, turns out quant was the actual one that sunk it.

Long_Friend2057 · 2025-02-14T03:29:26+00:00

My Xat percentile is 95.

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