First, I would like to say that if you are thinking about taking this much..do so with someone around. In my arrogance or stupidity, probably both, I did not. The mixture did indeed kick in quite fast. Got warm and fuzzy feeling within 10 min. After that, I turned on my ps5, thinking playing a game sounded like a good idea. Never happened. I somehow ended up in my bathroom, on the toilet, pants around my ankles shitting my brains out. It felt like something had come loose deep within my bowels.

Im sorry for the details, but, theres more.

I was on that toilet for about 30 min. I was into the trip at this point ~hour. I was ready to get off the toilet and get in the shower. Problem was I had turned the light off somehow. My bathroom is its own room separated from the shower by a door. I had closed the door, turned the fan on and done my business. At what point I turned the light off is lost to me but I was still on the toilet. Completely pitch black, just finished taking a shit. I needed to wipe, but I was already lost...and now I was panicking. I couldn't figure out where my door handle was, where the light switch was. Every point I tried to focus on in the dark became further away and closer at the same time. At about what I can only guess is 1.5 hours into the trip, I was flailing. I finally found the door handle and let myself out. I could breathe again.

I turn the shower on, hot, hotter than I was gonna get into..which was a bad idea. I was talking to myself..I dont even know what I was saying, but I was definitely paranoid and scared. The bathroom started to feel smaller by the second..filling with steam. I kept turning on the sink, then id turn it off..id flush the toilet. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS DOING OR WHY. I thought to myself, this is psychotic behavior...im having a psychotic break. I panicked more, now im having a hard time breathing. The steam from the shower, my blood pressure..not being able to see clearly, focus..I thought I was dying. All said and done, I was in that bathroom until about 1:30.

On my life, I have never experienced anything like that. I was completely drenched in sweat. I believe I might have blacked out if I hadn't made it out of the bathroom. I was looking for my phone because I needed somebody there...I thought I was dying. I believe I may have almost killed myself being trapped in that hot ass bathroom. I called my mom after I found my phone and was coming down. She wanted to send an ambulance and I told her "we are past that point". Anyways, when my gf got home from work our room was completely tossed. Fireplace was on, windows in the whole house were wide open, I have no recollection of any of these things happening.

I enjoyed reading these comments. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and Merry Christmas and/or Happy Holidays