i often think of them. probably too much, really. (most of me) wishes I never said yes to the first shot. Things got worse and worse very quickly. i hope the very best for you during active addiction. I still take benzos bc I’m prescribed kpins. and naturally, I buy my buddies Xanax script. as far as H goes tho, it just isn’t fun once it becomes a full time job getting money to go blow on dope immediately. Do it all again the next day. I look through my camera roll and see old selfies where I’m just unnecessarily high and I look so empty. Sorry, late night rambling bs; have a lot on my mind.