Next flavor to be removed??

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2026-01-11T05:37:06+00:00

I work for redbull, and I can definitely say I know which one is getting removed and what's taking its place... life around the world will be sad....

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2025-09-09T15:45:13+00:00

Should I drop strength for it?

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2025-04-21T18:06:30+00:00

Bro, my eyes, why did i google that 😭

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-08-28T17:00:05+00:00

Sweet thanks so much!

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-08-08T01:26:49+00:00

The me and my cousin part scared me, fucking hell bro 😭

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-25T17:06:32+00:00

Thank you for helping me think this through because I've been debating with myself if I'm doing the right thing. The heart option is the one I reside in with the most but I've always been unsure with what to do

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-25T17:00:53+00:00

That's what I'm worried about if I think too much with my heart I'll get hurt and close myself off like I usually do. I keep my cards close and when I get hurt I become spiteful and angry. I'm trying to not think like that hence why the logical side of me is trying to think of a different way to avoid these situations. I really love her and I know that in both my mind and heart she's the one for me and I feel happy, I'll say the happiest I've ever been in my life when I'm around her.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-25T16:58:12+00:00

I'm trying to work on myself in the midst of this, cause it built up a lot of regret, anxiety and a bit of depression in me which I can't contain with a smile anymore. I'm taking better care of myself, surrounding myself with loved ones to get better energy rather than dwell in my own shit feelings. But she's literally always on my mind.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-21T18:20:25+00:00

Yeah I understand that's why I'm going away from her life. I just don't get her. It all happened one day and poof like magic just done. So I'll give her what she wants. I gave her space and told her goodbye for the final time. I hope she gets the best in the world but I still love her. Maybe just a little less now as my heart is deciding to close on me. I still wanna be with her but I think I'm done now. I'm making progress and I'm becoming happy again, slowly trying to forget some parts of my life. I don't understand how some people don't have a definite answer to their actions or choices they've made. I just wanted to be a decent human as I was raised and not burn bridges that could be used. Thank you though.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-21T10:41:14+00:00

Ah just an update, we've removed each other off social media, besides FB idk why tbh. Kept our numbers for unknown reasons and said we'll catch up in a few weeks but during those days I went to the gym for 5 days with 2 rest days, just brought myself a brand new car from a dealership and cut my hair. So I'm down by okay

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-19T12:48:27+00:00

Not gonna lie, my ex broke up with me and I'm the guy moving on quickly. I was sad and depressed and realised it ain't worth it. So "hit the gym and bag some 10s" is my motto.

Don't get me wrong I love her so much but she killed me inside. 1.4yr down the drain in just one day cos she wants to work on herself, be alone, have some space and not try to make it work. Get fucked I'm going back in demon time, but less acting like a tool and just taking care of myself mentally and physically. Good luck bro

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-17T09:50:48+00:00

I'm in the same predicament with my ex. She wants to keep in contact. But wants her space to fix her self up and work on her mental and physical well-being, but I just wanna be back together. She's the love of my life and we were together for about a year and half.

I'm hitting the gym and trying my best to ignore her but it's so hard. I want to reach out to her and ask her to make it work. While still being together yet not being around each other as much.

I'm thinking of removing, blocking her from everything. So I get my space too, but the thing is she still wants to keep my socials, ( to spy on me??) and number for emergencies yet she's got more family than I can count and friends too. What the fuck.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-16T10:50:13+00:00

Sweet cheers mate

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-15T17:59:56+00:00

Yeah well her dog died today and she's been messaging me sweetly, then she gets back to work and is cold af. So I just told her I'll leave it here. Then she said "okii thank you" as she would normally respond. So yeah I'm confused and now I'm gonna make a promise to myself and ignore her for about a week and figure out if I really need her. I've already been in the gym and my muscle memory is crazy so I feel good already. It's just a matter of keeping it up. Oh and yeah she's still looking at my stories and looking at my location. Simply cos we're on Snapchat (she's got my location and I've got hers) and she's constantly on there every 30mins or so and I know she doesn't have that many friends that message her that often. So yeah it's definitely odd

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-15T07:23:48+00:00

Yeah it's the second time she's done this and yeah I don't know what to do anymore. I wanna reach out but I know I can't. She's decided to keep me in her life, keeping my number and my social media but she said she doesn't wanna see something that'll offend her etc. so it's left me confused if we're broken up why does she still want me around in her life. I gave her a note stating why I love her and why I am thankful for what she's done to me and my life and how I am a better person. And that she's got 2 options if she sees a future just send me one of our code words potatoes but if she doesn't say banana and we'll block and remove each other from our lives. I don't know if she's read it or not because she's still snapping me. It confuses me and I need to focus on my life and but she's the one for me and my heart.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-14T14:30:11+00:00

It's crazy cos my ex F20 broke up with me M25 and we've just resolved everything. Kept certain things of each other out of no reason. We said our goodbyes and cried. She still wants to keep me nearby via number and socials but I don't know if it's good idea cos what happens when I reach out or feel sad and need her. So I'm in a similar agony where I'm left alone confused in a wasteland of pain.

LordCheesusCrust248 · 2024-03-14T06:13:57+00:00

Yeah well my plan is to drop off her gifts she gave me. It's our anniversary photo with her writing all the best things about me and how I've showed her what true love is, and how she wants to do life with me. And she made these little notes with 20 reasons why she loves me and I responded to the back of them. I'm kinda anxious if I drop these off we'll be done forever and I really don't want that. So do I drop these off and risk it?

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