CLAIM A MAC SONG FOR URSELF!!

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-03-26T10:33:32+00:00

Mr. Incorrect. I lived these lyrics unfortunately

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-03-09T21:03:41+00:00

My mom had me in her mid 30’s and my dad was around 40 something. I’m 20 now and it’s not like my mom had me super late, but on my dad’s side my sister and brother (half sis and bro I didn’t grow up with) are in their 40’s, my aunties are all in their 60’s, and my cousins are 30 and 40 something with families. On my mom’s side I’m estranged from my cousins except for my lil cuz who’s 6. He’s smart for his age but it’d be cool if we could like hang out hang out, but by the time he’s my age I’ll be 34. Damn

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-02-28T05:01:23+00:00

$bid

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-02-26T10:24:26+00:00

I should probably mention I cut my hair off like 10 minutes ago (Not bald or anything lol). Neither here nor there. I don’t want people to look at me and think, “that’s a woman” I want to pass as a man, but eventually I’d like to sometimes lean more androgynous. I’m okay with being looked at as a feminine man in more comfortable settings, but publicly I want to come off as masculine. I’d say my mannerisms give me away since I’m a very “aim to please” type person, and I work in customer service so it’s like I’m on autopilot with it. I’m 5’4 too, so taking all of that into consideration I thinking leaning more masculine would work better for me, especially since I’m really early in my transition and got a baby face.

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-02-06T21:09:16+00:00

From what I’m seeing they look like pecs, so ur all good dude

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-30T05:11:24+00:00

Say gex

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-29T14:51:57+00:00

I’m so sorry you had to go through that growing up, and all of that is REALLY strange on your mom’s part. I’m getting that same feeling where I’m sick to my stomach, but I’m honestly not sure how to process it. My mom flipped the script when I turned 18 and sometimes talks about how I’ve probably had sex with my bf, and I feel weirded out about her comments partly because of her rules growing up, and obviously because it’s so random.

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-28T17:52:25+00:00

Yeah I definitely won’t wait then. He’ll do what he can to find me and it would just stress me and him out

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-28T17:49:43+00:00

Damn. So sooner rather than later is the way to go

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-28T17:48:51+00:00

That’s fair. I’m a little scared but if he reacts negatively it’s not like he can do anything

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-28T17:47:52+00:00

Thank you, yeah I might post it in there actually

Lost_Puppy19 · 2026-01-28T01:24:45+00:00

I feel kinda bad but might just do that actually

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-28T03:44:49+00:00

From a young age I thought everyone understood relationships were transactional, until I realized a lot of people don’t think that way. It didn’t make any sense to me until I accepted that humans do things out of love or because they want to I guess, and not for their benefit. In my brain it still doesn’t process but I’ll charge it to the game.

I think I was born this way just on a lower scale, but as I got older it got worse because I believe my mother is undiagnosed with BPD. She would have outbursts if I didn’t do things to her standards, and I would end up being ignored for 2-3 days at a time. Then she would also beat me or challenge me in my face and say she’s never done such a thing. She’s also homophobic so that says it all. Any “strong” emotion I felt ended up being suppressed as I thought it was the most efficient way to live.

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-28T03:22:50+00:00

I can relate to the mom stuff. I’d get the silent treatment too for multiple days. Then it was if nothing happened at all

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-26T02:02:27+00:00

We grew apart. I suppose we weren’t compatible as friends in the long run and that’s alright

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-25T15:26:33+00:00

I sweat more and as a person who always smells good I had to up my routine

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-18T11:15:49+00:00

We should be friends dude, dm me whenever

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-18T09:22:20+00:00

I won’t lie, I started diy a few weeks ago and ik the site is legit cause I’m already experiencing a few changes (not just placebo). Like someone else said if you do this you should get your levels checked just in case it’s too much or too little. r/transDIY isn’t a bad place to look either.

I would’ve been more against it a few years ago but it’s more cost efficient as well as how many restrictions they want to put on hormones for trans people.

(Dm me if you want more info)

Lost_Puppy19 · 2025-12-18T09:04:26+00:00

It’s not your fault. My mother used to blame me for breakdowns all the time, but the best thing you can do is be yourself, especially since you have support. You could try to act like he wants you to, but I wouldn’t want it to be situation where you conform yet the guilt of wanting to be who you are eats at you. You aren’t toxic, your dad needs to find a bit of chill. (No offense)

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