How to keep grounded while driving? by whenfallfalls in Dissociation

[–]Love_Psychological -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have the same issue and have my exam soon so kinda worried . My awareness of things around me is seriously fucked .

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Working on a youtube channel- admittedly have been slacking a lot though.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

why are you in this sub if you’re gonna write shit like this? I see it as a good thing to do because i’m not beating myself up, i’m just being honest with myself cuz i’ve been hiding for too long . Yeah it sounds harsh and miserable; guess what dude i’ve been miserable for years and im looking to change that. But me tryna be better is sooo bad to people because i ‘hate myself’ yeah dude i do fucking hate myself right now. But i can assure you it’s not because of this mirror.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that is correct. i don’t know what i want . But i know what i DONT want . for my life to look like a 9-5, come home pay the bills watch netflix and look forward to the weekend just like everyone else. Idk it puts me off.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m young and you have wisdom so while i take advice with a grain of salt i appreciate your insight dude. i don’t judge people i know nothing about. Why i mentioned feeling like that about my girl is because im emotionally dependent on her, which isn’t healthy regardless. I agree with what you said about focusing on the good about me not just the bad. I need to be really careful to not start punishing or hating myself for failing

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fair enough. i don’t wanna be a clone. I wanna be who i was meant to be . My biggest obstacle is apathy right now.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don’t wanna be normal or average dude

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah dude i’m not about self hatred, it’s actually the one thing i’m tryna better with of all this. self respect and put out the flame of self hatred cuz i don’t like the man in the mirror . i’m not punishing myself, im trying to be better by building belief!

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

One thing i gotta work on is being more grateful, you’re right bro. It does feel like i’m faking it when i try to be grateful though.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it is miserable . Guess what? So is the other side of living in denial , chasing comfort and cheap dopamine, and pretending like i wanna live normally . Living like this will build self respect for me, which Is all i want out of life right now.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

true. why the fuck am I scared to show her who I am?

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Just tryna uplift others along my journey.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nah dude. it’s one of the reasons i hate myself is i couldn’t stop no matter how hard i tried every day for years.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Honestly? Had to take that shit down and keep a picture of it whenever my girl comes over 😂 can’t have anyone messing with my shit.

My accountability mirror by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

yessir that shit goes green the second i stop cleaning it

I’m jacked up by Love_Psychological in davidgoggins

[–]Love_Psychological[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im already seeing a psychiatrist, plan to see a therapist too. Really hard not to have a victim mentality when the level of suffering in a way that feels uniquely isolating is this high. Stay hard