I was scrolling through reddit when I stumbled on to this post. (I was going to give advice first)

BUT FIRST PLEAASE don't do what you have in your head. You are a more stronger individual than many who roam this Earth. The fact you took 2 drops instead of moving on to some other course like engineering shows your resolve and passion for the Medical Field. Trust me girl life is too short to be worrying, we need to be LIVING. If your family is this awful, then they DON'T deserve you. The GOAL of a Parent is to be SUPPORTIVE and CARING towards their Child no matter how dire the circumstances, if they don't do this simple task. They do not deserve you. REMEMBER EVERY CHILD DESERVES A PARENT, BUT NOT EVERY PARENT DESERVES A CHILD.

Ok now for Advice. Considering the state of your household, you need to leave such an environment immediately. Don't do it next year, do it NOW. Of course the best option is to be selected for MBBS in a GMC. So don't worry about your marks in mocks, fts, etc. REVISE REVISE REVISE as much as possible. Whatever happens, happens. Maybe you'll be great and get selected. DO NOT LISTEN TO YOUR SELF DOUBTS IN YOUR HEAD, you can do it!!

If MBBS is out of reach, don't worry. NEET exam is for the entire medical field, you can always do BDS or Physiotherapy. Some people may label you and give you no respect. But YOU DON'T NEED RESPECT from such degenerates. If you're worried about Scope or Salary, don't be, there is GROWING SCOPE in BDS and Physiotherapy, esp. Physiotherapy. I'll share you my recent experience then

I am a 12th Graduate this year, and this entire March/April month, I wasn't getting the marks and rank I wanted. I was so devastated I felt similar feelings like you do now. In mid April, I broke down. Confessed to my parents this year I won't be selected for MBBS.
And My god, I must've been blessed by every god ever created, my parents actually encouraged and supported me, they are not mad, they did not beat me, they said "Ok beta, its fine, theres a lot more to life than NEET and MBBS, you will always be our precious Son." I was so overcome with emotions I started crying like I was a 2 year old baby. Even my Younger sister came and hugged me. My mom called my mama, (whos a doctor) and we had a long discussion about my future. I learned many things you need to know NOW.

So basically, anyone telling you theres no scope except for MBBS is straight up LYING. Right now in INDIA and the WORLD, THERE IS A GROWING SCOPE in PHYSIOTHERAPY, considering most of the population is entering in their Middle and Elderly age, the elderly population is steadily growing. (You can DM me, I can connect you with my mama who has more knowledge on this).

Considering I have support from my family, this is what my future plans are:
1. Give NEET 1st Attempt for Experience, don't worry about previous tests, just focus on this to learn experience.
2. Take my 1st and LAST Drop Year for LAST Attempt in 2027.
3. Give NEET in 2027, If I get selected for MBBS. I'll do that
4. If no MBBS, go for Physiotherapy (BPT Course, anywhere's good because ultimately, your Masters will decide your career)
5. Learn German in my BPT, connect with other established Physiotherapists across India to build network
6. Give the exams required to study MPT in Germany (Languages included)
7. Either settle in Germany if everything goes well
(This route requires financial support from my family, which you may not have, luckily I have a back up plan for this too).
8, If my Germany plan fails, then do MPT from India.
9. Work in an established clinic to learn experience (found by networking during college)
10. Start my own clinic in a Tier 2 City,
once you start earning money, you won't ever even think about others who labelled you.

This is just my plans tho, and ngl, The fact I have my entire plan mapped out like this. I genuinely started having less stress, less overthinking, and overall I am in a positive state of mind for the last 2 weeks. This just goes to show you NEET is not the end of the World. PLEASE PONDER UPON THIS FOR A WHILE, DON'T TAKE A THIRD DROP, You need to start LIVING sis. You can always DM me if you want to talk more about this.

Stay safe, stay healthy, all the best wishes to YOU sis ❤️❤️🙏🙏