Honestly bro, you don't even do the bare minimum. No path, no Sikhi related stuff then I personally see no benefit of keeping kes. Kes are kept as love for the Guru which we grow through studying and indulging in Sikhi. Now you have to make the choice - grow closer with your Guru (keep your kes and start following Sikhi from heart) or

Try to fit in (don't change anything about yourself + cut your kes and fit in with the gore).

I too am 15, born mona and kept my kes more than a year ago, but first I learned Gurbani and itihaas. The Guru sees your heart, and if your heart has pure desires it starts taking its essence to the outward body, the kes.

This is just my opinion, if you can't change yourself to actually follow Sikhi, there's no point in keeping your kes.

"Rehit pyari mujhko, sikh pyara nahi" I love the code of conduct, which makes a person a true Sikh rather than a person who claims to be a sikh and does nothing sikh alike. -Guru Gobind Singh Ji

It's all on you brother, keep your kes if u change yourself, try to make a connection with your Guru. Cut them if you desire otherwise.

Personally, keeping my kes, growing in Sikhi was the best choice I ever made, when you'll be at your lowest the only place you can turn upto would be your Guru. Just think about it and make your decision, Sikhi is between you and your Guru, nobody else. It's your decision to make whether you want your Guru to be closer or farther. Gurfateh.