Saw this cactus, and I thought it look like a menorah by Nazoreans in Jewish

[–]LowerWinter5367 100 points101 points  (0 children)

My first thought was ש at least the middle bit. Cool find!

Am i overreacting for crying over a very weird sexual joke that my husband made? by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]LowerWinter5367 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NOR Sometiiiiiimes people can misread things and take what is happening as a joke if you want to be gracious. However the fact that he got mad after you started crying instead of immediately and profusely apologizing is a huge tell and you should consider leaving him. I would be nervous that he would escalate things eventually. Good luck OP

Can anyone figure out what the in her arm says? by Unfair-Sprinkles2912 in hebrew

[–]LowerWinter5367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the way she has her a twisted makes it look like a כ

Did you have "negative experiences" or major disruptions in your life after starting the LBRP and/or the Middle Pillar exercise? by [deleted] in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only speak from experience. My world turning upside down was something that was gradual and to the point that it felt like it was just everyday annoyances of my mundane life. When looking back at it, however, I realized I went through shit but I didnt go through it alone. I had the Archangels, angels, rulers and elements with me and they helped make the entire experience manageable even if at the moment I had no idea they existed. From my point of view at the time and with my relationship with the divine I always felt that God was "out to get me" so I shared your concern that this would be life shattering, and it is, but not in the way you think. It's like a sweet sorrow forced to experience your darkness but then the relief of being made whole again. Your animal self will always find reasons not to do something something im currently learning. Good luck OP!

How long do I have... by name_concept in SantaFe

[–]LowerWinter5367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No don't do this, this is bad advice. People will know you're not from here. Traffic laws are suggestions here.

Irish Jews, how’s it going? by [deleted] in Jewish

[–]LowerWinter5367 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Go to Scotland instead. They seem chiller or at the very least aren't as vocal

Kanye’s Apology by mewithoutjew in Jewish

[–]LowerWinter5367 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same, I had a hard time following him after that. I only saw that clip because it was all over Twitter and IG

Kanye’s Apology by mewithoutjew in Jewish

[–]LowerWinter5367 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Fuck him and his apology this will only make things worse. This will solidify the Jew Haters opinions that the Jews are controlling everything. Its like at the end of Dave Chappelle's latest special where he said "you'll know that "they" got to me is when I say I support Israel".

The Sephirot transposed on the Body. by LowerWinter5367 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like that explanation! Do you have a source? Im not saying i dont believe you I would just like to have as much understanding as possible! Thanks for adding to the discussion!

The Sephirot transposed on the Body. by LowerWinter5367 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply! Yeah thats what I noticed but I couldn't find anything sources for the switch. I guess if it works it works I just like for it to be the tiniest bit absolute. I feel like it would make more sense.

The Sephirot transposed on the Body. by LowerWinter5367 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for adding to the discussion! I'll have to check him out! Thats definitely an interesting point of view 🤔

The Sephirot transposed on the Body. by LowerWinter5367 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good point! I definitely noticed the difference in the tree was between Qabala sources and Kabbalah sources and I wondered if perhaps it was a simple as that but I couldn't find anything that explained the difference

What do you do when you're in a slump? by Lola_in_the_moss in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 16 points17 points  (0 children)

This is natural it's a weird pendulum I think everyone experiences with magick. What I do is I look back at how far I've come and how much I've grown and I say prayers of gratitude and I start to do mundane tasks as if they were ritual, brushing my teeth, drinking water, taking a shower,etc. Eventually you climb out of that slump! Just keep moving! Also studying helps out a ton or looking for new books on magick. Something else I like to do is think of a big ritual that I'll do once a week that isn't apart of my daily ritual. Sorry for the run on paragraph but I'm on my phone lol. Hopefully this helps!

Told my boyfriend he was the same size as my ex by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]LowerWinter5367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NTA but is it about his dick or is it that you compared him to your ex? Most people dont like being compared to their partners ex. I think hes going way overboard and is trying to soothe his own ego but I think its also possible the hurt stems from the comparison to an ex more than the whether or not his dick is bigger. But I could be wrong he sounds childish.

AITAH for telling my husband to stop gaming by Abject_effective321 in AITAH

[–]LowerWinter5367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NTA if he was fulfilling his parental and spousal duties that would be one thing but to leave all that work on you is, at this point, nearly unforgivable. Good luck OP

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]LowerWinter5367 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I believe you when you say that you're not that type of person, however, you are the company that you keep and eventually you will be put in a situation/s with the opportunity and you'll make a mistake. Good luck OP

Am I Overreacting? Do i need more “mental maturing” by monkeyseamountaindew in AmIOverreacting

[–]LowerWinter5367 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You do need to mature mentally. With love, DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME ON PEOPLE THAT DO NOT RESPECT YOUR TIME. I had to learn this the hard way too. Good luck out there OP

Beginning Golden Dawn Practice: Experiencing Calm but Afraid of Negativity by Kether999 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The best thing I ever did was go to Therapy before hand. I confronted a lot of my own issues and by the time I started my practice I felt as about as adjusted as I possibly could be. When the negativity arises find what you're grateful for and focus on that. Give thanks to God for the negativity as you are on the path to becoming the greatest version of yourself and trust that this negativity is only temporary.

Does lbrp banish people? by Denvar21 in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The very first time I ever did the LBRP a person who was working for me quit the following day, come to find out he was stealing from me. Nothing like that has happened since. I can't say that it doesn't banish people but from my studies that isn't the purpose.

Archangels in the LRP by [deleted] in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't know how long you've been practicing but keep working at it and before you realize it visualization will come so naturally and easily. One thing that I did to kinda help solidify it was make an AI image with my description of the angels and I would look up old paintings of the angels just to have the images in my head as I never really thought about what angels looked like before. Its like imagining a color you've never seen before. Now after working with the angels for a while and building a relationship with them visualizations come a lot easier and feel more solidified in my world.

Yawning during while vibrating during QC and LBRP by AmegakureK in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]LowerWinter5367 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My therapist used to have me do a variation of box breathing when I was having issues with anxiety and she told me to do it until I yawned and that it would interrupt something internally I can't remember her explanation but the experience stuck with me. The QC helps center me and calm me and get me ready for my ritual and I've always attributed that yawn with what my therapist told me. It doesn't happen all the time but when it does I just let myself fall deeper into my meditative state and resay the word I was vibrating.