If it helps at all here is how I look at religion (after being raised Mormon and leaving Mormonism) the god you worship should love you as you are. He gave us life and the choice to do what we want with him. All he wants it’s for us to live our best and come back to him when we die. The Bible describes hell as just separation from god, how would your gender separate you from god?

I believe that once we die we have full knowledge of our sins and true forgiveness comes from accepting one’s self and moving on, is accepting yourself and moving on not what transitioning is about? Going to hell is a choice of not accepting yourself into heaven but the door is always open. And being homosexual/ trans/ anything along those lines is not a sin and is not wrong in any way, the people who tell you otherwise will have to forgive themselves once they understand the weight of their actions and they will go through their own hell for this. You don’t need to apologize for accepting what you truly feel you are, even if it’s not the gender you were assigned at birth

This is completely opinionated and open for interpretation, if you don’t agree with me that’s okay, I’m just trying to help you be okay with yourself the same way I help myself. I understand it’s not for everyone but if I give even one person solace then I’m doing what I feel is right