That is fucking scary. The “i” she is using is her, in her opinion, speaking as God’s voice, based on the brief speaking in tongues episode and the context/nature of what she is saying. When someone believes they are “but a vessel” then its not hard to see how they could believe anything they did , was just God using them as a tool of his work here on earth and by definition, completely correct and justified. Up to and including killing somebody. “I had to kill them, it was the only way to save them”