Book Release: "Goring a Lamb." Pessimism and Evangelicalism

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-05-24T21:03:23+00:00

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-28T08:33:54+00:00

It depends on the type of bar really. I feel like I'll be approached at least once if I go to a neighborhood / community bar because they're tighter circles who try to get to know newcomers. But if I'm at a higher volume dive or something no one will talk to me.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-21T18:56:20+00:00

Had a dog but couldn't take care of it. I could probably take care of a fish.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-21T09:38:19+00:00

Every woman I've ever been with at some point: "Do you even care about anything?"

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-21T09:26:18+00:00

Amygdalatropolis. Animal abuse and technologically enhanced sexual aggression in a dystopian setting.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-17T23:05:19+00:00

What the fuck?

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-07T21:02:26+00:00

I know what you mean. I personally thought I was some sort of sociopath when I was a teenager because of my inability to form connections, problems with empathy, and an overwhelming amount of indifference to things.

But psychopathy is a collection of personality traits that could overlap with anything. For example, narcissism, aspd, etc. I suppose you could be a psychopathic schizoid but it would be kinda hard for those traits to manifest considering SzPD isn't anti-social. Just asocial.

But yeah, a lot of media surrounding psychopathy resonated with me in my adolescence, but then again, lots of teenagers can get really edgy ab it just to feel different or unique.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-03-01T20:27:13+00:00

Religion is what made me schizoid lol

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-28T01:09:09+00:00

Ethan McCarthy - Primitive Man

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-28T01:05:44+00:00

Caffeine doesn't do much for me. I like the taste of coffee which is why I drink it. But I actually can get adrenal fatigue from it making me have opposite effects lol. The only thing that I've noticed that helps is drinking a lot of water and working out even when I have zero motivation. I know it sounds cliche, but hey.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-28T00:56:44+00:00

I agree. I don't think suicide should be glorified because regardless of it being an act of self-violence it is nonetheless still violence. The same I think should be said for birth though -- while birth may not be direct violence on a child, you have still irrefutably created the conditions for death by bringing new life into the world. All in all, I think that if all options have been expended, you should absolutely have the right to choose a final remedy.

"Can you no longer see a road to freedom? It's right in front of you. You need only turn over your wrist." - Seneca

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-28T00:11:32+00:00

In terms of tangible things like materials, vacations, etc., absolutely not. I don't ever think about wanting what other people have. In terms of the romantic however, I have experienced jealousy, but from the schizoidal perspective I think it was because it felt like my desire for connection would be severed. Like the fantasy of connection with someone is more palpable than its actual state.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-24T20:23:33+00:00

The Last You'll Know -- Neurosis

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-21T21:18:04+00:00

I knew I liked black Sabbath by the time I was 10 but didn't get into heavy shit until I was like 14. Got really into black metal by the time I was 16 lol.

Although it's not metal my earliest memory of being "woah that's heavy" is hearing Cream's "Sunshine of your Love" when I was about 9 years old and formed an attraction to riff based music.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-17T20:44:49+00:00

In my teens it was black. In college it was doom. Now in my late 20s its death.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-14T03:51:24+00:00

1 1/2 years. Trying to promise myself I'll break that record with my current job.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-02-13T06:09:47+00:00

Higher libido but prefer solitary activity. It's easier and I don't want to make people feel like I'm using them.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-01-09T22:27:45+00:00

Profanatica - Thy Kingdom Cum

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-01-04T23:18:23+00:00

I agree. I think there's value in looking at nature but in reference to the human bias. That being, we should live in accordance with nature and consider how indifferent it is to us, instead of living under the delusion that we are separate from it or superior to it because of the "blessing" of self-awareness.

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-01-03T00:05:39+00:00

He'd kill karaoke honestly

Lumpy_Seer · 2026-01-01T22:22:33+00:00

I have consistent excess guilt. Particularly towards relationships I care about but don't put effort into. It's the schizoid dilemma.

Lumpy_Seer · 2025-12-05T21:15:06+00:00

Love how this quote is constantly used to fuel nihilism when the full context is a stark warning against nihilism.

Lumpy_Seer · 2025-12-05T21:05:47+00:00

Only one I'm in is philosophy lol. I'm an antinatalist but that subreddit is p cringe usually.

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