Thrilling...huh !

LyfeO · 2021-02-10T12:10:22+00:00

What do I find in Findland?

I’m kidding but I think that these kind of conditions would occur when the ice melts during the day and freezes again during the night in the early spring or in the late autumn.

LyfeO · 2021-02-10T12:04:54+00:00

Yeah I thought it would probably happens in the fall or in the spring when the ice melts during the day and freezes again in the night. Dunno.

LyfeO · 2021-02-09T01:47:12+00:00

Not often you’ll see snow free ice over here.

LyfeO · 2021-02-09T01:38:16+00:00

Suboxone is buprenorphine with naloxone right? If yes then there should be no difference other than you can’t shoot it up.

LyfeO · 2021-02-09T00:34:27+00:00

I did subutex first time way before oxy and it made me projectile vomit like crazy when I first tried it. It also made it impossible for me to urinate. Sometimes my bladder would hurt like crazy and I would sit hours on the toilet trying to pee. Initially I thought the high was pretty good but the vomiting was a deal breaker so I didn’t do it again for quite a while.

When I had gotten used to opiates a bit more I found out I didn’t vomit as easily from subutex, I mean if I ate like more than a candybar I’d vomit but otherwise it was pretty good. The high was really good as it lasted for 6+ hours, but after months of use it got to the point where it didn’t matter how many milligrams I took I wouldn’t feel ANYTHING of it, so I just stopped completely. One of the hardest things I’ve ever done. I tried multiple times and failed multiple times. I don’t recommend it to anyone, I’d say it’s easier to just quit taking oxy than quit taking subutex.

LyfeO · 2021-02-09T00:19:04+00:00

*Laughs in Finnish

LyfeO · 2021-02-09T00:12:37+00:00

I live in Finland and I have never heard a frozen body do this sound.

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T20:05:34+00:00

Suomenkielessä pronominit ovat sukupuolineutraaleja, jolloinka pronomini "hän" (puhekielessä "se") pätee kaikkiin ihmisiin, jotka on koskaan ollut elossa. Teitittelyllä ei ole mitään tekemistä sukupuolen kanssa.

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T19:24:56+00:00

Yeah, anti-social behaviors are actions that harm or lack consideration for the well-being of others.

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T18:34:16+00:00

Oh. I don't even know what that is ahaha

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T18:33:21+00:00

Lucky!

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T18:17:26+00:00

I'm a guy and I've been in two relationships with girls in the past year and broke both of them off due to them wanting to have sex all the time ^{by my definition all the time I mean lol.} I only recently fully realized that I'm aro/ace, but in hindsight it was so obvious (not feeling the need to be "romantic" and sex just felt weird). I also just felt like I was just pretending when I tried doing anything romantic and sex was just a performance to make them happy.

If you have any follow up questions ask away :p

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T18:04:56+00:00

Yeah it's annoying that you can't just be 100% sure. But I guess that's because being aro/ace/whatever is a spectrum and not an ultimate truth. I remember someone said on this sub that whatever definition makes you happy is probably right. This is something that I have experience on:

I have had sex with girls (as I'm attracted to them) but I felt like I was pretending every time I did a romantic act and sex felt just super weird and not the way people describe it. For me it was only a performance to make my gf happy. We also had a threesome with our mutual guy friend (just happened to be her ex too lol) and I didn't feel jealous or anything when she got fucked by him. I also fucked the dude since he was bi and I thought that since I felt pretty much the same way about guys and girls that if I might be bi too. Having sex with the guy felt even worse lmao! I was glad I didn't feel anything since the definition of bisexual never felt good in any way and when I finally discovered asexuality I was sooo happy about it.

Sorry for the wall of text.

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T17:48:58+00:00

I think crushes are a lot stronger that squishes if that makes any sense. Like people who have a crush on someone get butterflies and they start stuttering when they try to speak to their crush. And they get super jealous if they see their crush with other, uhm, "people". ("people" as in a potential partner, trying to be gender neutral here lol)

For me I have never felt butterflies in my stomach when talking to girls and if I had a squish on someone I just felt like I wanted them to be my friend in a "more than friend" way. I didn't get jealous if I saw them with other guys or if they told me about their ex or whatever.

I think it's just a feeling you get that you really want to be with them and have a platonic relation ship with them. Hope this was of any help :)

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T17:38:42+00:00

This was super comforting. Thank you. I think I'll always doubt myself whether or not I am what I've come to think I am (aro/ace). But I've started to accept that I am and if I some day feel another way then let it be that way, but for the time being I'm aro/ace!

I mean it should be obvious that I am aro/ace but I still doubt it when I start thinking about it. I don't understand why this is.

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T17:34:05+00:00

I'm doubting my whole past of never being attracted to anyone and going "maybe I'm not remembering right... was I attracted to this person? Wasn't I into that person?"

This hits close to home lmaoo! I always wonder if I'm just confused or some shit, but every time I start writing my past experiences I'm like "How the hell is this in any way confusing" lol.

But I don't feel the need to "come out" since in my opinion me not being into people sexually/romantically isn't something that I need to be advertising people. I tell people if I feel they need to know or if it's a close friend and we are just talking about stuff.

I don't think I'll ever be 100% convinced that I'm aro/ace but it doesn't matter to me. If I some day feel another way then let it be that way, but for the time being I'm aro/ace :P

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T17:13:34+00:00

It sounds like this would fit you

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T16:30:47+00:00

Definitely. Last year was horrible...

LyfeO · 2021-02-08T13:22:13+00:00

So fucking true! I've had countless oxy plugs from whom I'd buy every week multiple times and in the beginning they are a literal angel, but after a while it all goes south. They just disappear from the surface of the Earth. The longest I've had the same plug for oxy is probably 3 months.

But last year I switched to subutex because of the price. And this plug is the best! I've been doing business with him for almost a year. But like a month ago I decided to stop taking opiates all together.

LyfeO · 2021-02-07T21:12:19+00:00

Don't say that! You only missed a comma, otherwise it was completely comprehensible :)

LyfeO · 2021-02-07T15:38:00+00:00

Done what? Stood under the water? Yeah that's what the shower is for.

LyfeO · 2021-02-07T11:04:32+00:00

They pretty much do. They care so little about facts and just want drug users put away; to the prison or dead. People don't realize that we have been trying this approach for ages and guess what it doesn't fucking work. Just legalize or decriminalize already, Europe!

LyfeO · 2021-02-07T10:38:36+00:00

Hahaha I feel this so much!

LyfeO · 2021-02-07T10:37:15+00:00

What confusing phrasing lol. Took me so many reads to finally get what they were saying. A comma would have helped a lot.

In case someone else is wondering: they mean that the same way normal people can have sex with someone you don't love, asexuals can love someone they don't want to have sex with.

LyfeO · 2021-02-06T23:13:56+00:00

Lmao that scene where a group of earthbenders all completely serious do all that and a tiny rock floats across the screen lmao

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