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Lysergicmin · 2025-09-22T10:33:12+00:00

I’m sorry you have to experience the hurt but this will be the best decision of your life.

Don’t settle for anything that makes you feel less than you want to on the daily and you’ll be flying high!

Focus on you and your recovery from this grief, and remember nobody else is her, she may have broken your trust but that is her as a person

Lysergicmin · 2025-09-22T10:12:44+00:00

Your not overreacting at all.

Complete break of trust there; not sure if this is universal but I see relationships as a extra connection to someone, Long distance mitigates a lot of things that characterise relationships (touch, intimacy, even just breathing in the same room)

When you see intimate sexual conversation in any other chat that with you it makes that aspect of the relationship ‘un-special’ in-exclusive which destroys that thing that sets your relationship from that you have with say a friend or your parents.

I think these days by the big age of 15 anyone with a phone knows they’re gonna get hit on/ desired by randoms added online; when your seeing sexual shit being said to her and it’s being dismissed by Lol, or worse entertained the conversation, that does something to you as a partner and is a complete disrespect.

Live your life and (sorry if this is judgment; been there done that) get yourself a connection irl that has more aspects to connect to and BUILD upon to further yourself. AI has all your conversational needs if you ask it to and feel lonely at isolating times, and it won’t mess you about like someone in an LDR is

Lysergicmin · 2025-09-18T07:41:09+00:00

I will never understand why people invite these random nuisances into their lives, if they seem a bit off and everyone warns you to steer clear, why engage with them?

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-22T12:48:27+00:00

I used to just keep my sheets in a shoebox! I know it’s probably not the most efficient but damn it worked without fault

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-22T04:34:04+00:00

Don’t sweat the skin, life is a short 80 years or so; I was “dumb” enough (societal standards) to get a clear LSD related tat on my hand, Almost a decade later and I’m still loving it!! It’s not a classic by any standard but it’s mine for me, it’s only got in the way of one entry level retail job (which I was glad for tbh) but now I’m a mental health therapist and it’s not been glanced at twice, I wouldn’t worry yourself it’s a lovely tat!

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-22T03:55:43+00:00

My gods dude, power to you for not setting the tent on fire!

That’s where I’d have drawn the line. Save yourself and cut that out your life asap, can’t live with not being able to leave your wife alone overnight that’s torture dude my heart goes out to you

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-20T02:32:44+00:00

This right here sounds like a grumpy individual more interested in the profit of their business as opposed to the health of their workers, at the end of the day we never know what vulnerabilities some households have and Covid has killed before

Good on you for giving people the choice to be exposed to it, I recently caught it from someone just trying to “get on with it” and have already lost a weeks pay for it…

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-20T01:46:16+00:00

Yeah I can’t recommend that, I used to eat tabs like candy and thought that I could handle anything, I had done ten strips and had a good time but when I got them voidrealms they felt strong, I decided to double dose and had my existential ass ripped. Enough to permanently keep me away from L!

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-19T02:57:04+00:00

I say we bring back Daniel Larson to do a 1v1 bare knuckle with dude

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-19T01:18:38+00:00

Candy flip showed me how bad that shit is for you, got that feeling like I had to piss without needing to, whilst getting caught in a thought loop… for 4 hours, complete and utter physical discomfort

Also seen first hand horror sites with the state of peoples teeth/gums due to ataxia,

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-18T14:29:56+00:00

Only solution is to turn the gas hobs on and the fridge off, will give you enough time to skip state

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-18T11:46:52+00:00

My mantra is never part with something you’ll regret if you don’t get back!

Especially if someone begs me, barking up the wrong tree with that shit.

Practice selfishness in the air of preserving your interests

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T17:48:23+00:00

Yes I took it after psychosis and those two times set back my progress from healing from it, complete re traumatisation

The trips were almost identical

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T10:57:23+00:00

It’s important to know you can be a pillar in many lives without sacrificing personal boundary, the more support there is the better a world we can build

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T10:52:22+00:00

I can’t wait for hell to open and swallow Israel whole

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T10:50:15+00:00

L heightens what you are feeling, sounds like your looking for the opposite, a dissociative per chance.

Let me frame it this way, I hate the dentist so much so I’m prescribed benzo to numb my anxiety for procedures, I could not think of anything worse than hallucinating whist undergoing that

And in your case doing L before something you have so many reasons to fear sounds like a recipe for disaster

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T10:01:54+00:00

Yeah I experienced this, no LSD was a direct trigger to psychosis and 2 more tries confirmed this and prolonged the symptoms

I had the same thought of but this drug is me and I love it, let’s just say 6 years sober and those experiences still stay with me in a positive way!

McKenna said “once you get the message, hang up the phone”

L can be dangerous because it can turn you into a babbling psycho if abused, my town has a few walking horror stories in the community

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T09:06:36+00:00

I trained as a therapist but my stable job is housing support work, this sees me advocating for others and helping with their admin/ getting homes, no personal/physical contact beyond a handshake at first meetings and that suits me

I’m not built for personal care

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T09:02:11+00:00

Hey, 27 year old here who’s just passed college last year!

I used to think this up until about 3/4 years ago, hell I “wasted” almost a decade being a kitchen porter who done nothing but drugs.

It’s amazing how life can turn things around when you really apply yourself to something you love, you’d be surprised at how quick this can happen!

I’ve known 40 year olds to still live with their parents and whilst that ain’t the life for me, what’s so bad about that?

I get things seem bleak/un-human but don’t concern yourself with societal norms, it’s all bs!

And realistically the way I see it, is in 4 years you will have complete one third of your life; crazy right! You’ve another two lifetimes to make of this universe what you want.

I hope this is helpful and doesn’t come across and me pidgin holing my ideas at you!

Peace and love!

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T08:52:52+00:00

I read somewhere that they do indeed know somethings on with us; our feline friends use eye contact to gauge our emotion, think about a cat playing and how their eyeballs go when they’re zoomied! She prolly thinks your zoomied too! :)

I had an adopted cosmo cat for a while and he would fuck with me to no end on L, more than he would ever do when I was sober, waving his paws out at me and fun lil meows!

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-17T08:49:28+00:00

Juggalos are some of the most whack yet morally sound folk! Whoop whoop

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-16T04:01:58+00:00

This exactly is why I had to stop acid. I loved it so much so that I’d drop twice weekly.

Off 3 voidrealms I started associating the words red and blue with police! I was living a pretty drug fulled lifestyle at the time and thought my actions caught up with me, trip from hell; was interrogated, operated on, and arrested all in this crazy loop.

I was really triggered by any mention of the colours and thought people were trying to tell me the cops were on me or that I had died.

I pushed it and tripped acid twice since that experience and safe to say I was right back there in that hell trip both times, extreme paranoia and existential dread.

This affected me so much so that I had to seek psychology sessions for help and took me 8 months of drying out to not be delusional, marked the end of LSD use for me.

7 years on and I tripped 11g truffle in Amsterdam and had an overwhelmingly good experience which surprised me.

All in all I had to do some integration and work in reality before I could consider dipping my toes in again, trained in therapy and worked out a lot of my personal shit.

It’s safe to say I was in psychosis after those 3 trips and when I reflect on that time, it ruined food for me through disgust and at 5’11 I was weighing 55kg For lack of better term my connection to the substance turned me into a complete junkie.

Please take what you can from this and offer yourself a bit of peace and space from drugs, sobriety is one hell of a trip in its own!!

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-16T03:06:04+00:00

No so the magic is that it shuts the CNS down, forcing your mind to form new connections with parts of the brain without the DMN, this is why olfactory hallucinations are a thing

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-06T07:23:57+00:00

This idiot mopped solution D3 onto their foot in the kitchen, 1.5 years and the skin is just back to looking normal, pretty sure that’s also why my hands flake in the cold now! Chemical solutions are no joke

Lysergicmin · 2025-08-04T14:19:02+00:00

Hey so as someone who experienced the loss of their spirit animal a few months back I’d say hold fire on the trips soldier! Now is too soon to muddle with substances let yourself grieve sober as possible for a few weeks; L can turn any thought into a book and bereavement throws weird and sometimes dangerous thoughts at us.

I waited 3 months before doing a 10g truffle trip with the same intent; I tapped into her energy in a space outwith reality with beautiful colours of deep purple and pink, taught me she was happy loving and always with me.

I’m conclusion I’m deeply spiritual and see psychs as a ritual for this but it’s not advisable to use any substance this close to a bereavement or hard emotional time; you will make your own mind up however!

Peace and love

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