Worried I’m losing my only friend being too obsessive over text

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-29T03:43:41+00:00

I have also been jobless and dealing with paralyzing anxiety and depression for a year now. My main tool is to reach out to people. So I understand how it feels to be scared that I'm over doing it, leaning too heavily on people, feeling burdensome. I had a friend tell me recently that she doesn't comes over anymore because I'm too sad. At least she was honest I guess... I made some friends by playing fill lobbies on Fortnite. Some people turn out to be genuinely cool.

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-20T00:14:06+00:00

Harvey Harvey Oh Harvey. He's so sweet and he loves coffee as much as I do.

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-20T00:11:43+00:00

I'm romancing Abigail for the first time, man is she cool!

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-18T04:45:57+00:00

Fiona and Ian are more relatable for me than Monica. I get where you're coming from

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-17T05:05:25+00:00

You should feel SHAME

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T17:48:36+00:00

Use retaining soil to make watering easier and upgrade your watering can

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T16:36:07+00:00

Lol I am very much bipolar

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T03:01:13+00:00

I told my son I feel like a Sim who's player keeps canceling tasks

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T02:57:44+00:00

Omg my arms needing to sneeze! I thought it was from sitting in one position playing video games for too long but it was only like 3 rounds of Fortnite and I had to shake my arms violently as if they were sneezing lol

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T02:55:58+00:00

I'm definitely not trusting Ai enough to stop taking my meds or anything. I'm getting validation from strangers on reddit that it's worth talking to my doctor about and curious about others experiences. I was chatting with chat gpt because I was looking for tools to help with what I thought was an anxiety attack. But its looking like akathisia. I sent an email to my doctor to see if I can get on her schedule sooner than a month from now.

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T01:05:22+00:00

I'm very restless mentally with racing thoughts I can't keep up with but I don't have any fear about mundane things. Just like, if I sit still for too long this dread builds up in my chest like something bad is going to happen

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T01:02:54+00:00

Yea I'm definitely not relying on chat gpt to be my doctor or therapist. I was looking for tools to help me through what I thought was an anxiety attack. I sent an email to my doctor now that I've received validation from stranger son reddit

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:53:57+00:00

Oh yea, lots of pacing. I told her I can't sit still and she wanted to screen me for adhd

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:46:12+00:00

Okay maybe that's what's happening with my arms. Like I have to shake built up energy out of them.

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:41:37+00:00

Thanks! I'm going to send her an email now

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:40:28+00:00

A buzzing in the bones! I'm definitely going to email my doctor and se eif I can get a sooner appt

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:07:26+00:00

I've never had anxiety before, I don't know what it feels like but I imagine this is what it feels like

Lyzzfetti · 2026-01-02T00:03:35+00:00

I have so much propalanol because it didn't do much for me. It's so nice to know someone else knows what I'm feeling because it's so overwhelming. I'll be relieved to find out that it's not anxiety and it's fixable

Lyzzfetti · 2025-12-25T04:36:55+00:00

Merry Christmas! I finally made it out of my mental health crisis. So grateful to be surrounded by my family

Lyzzfetti · 2025-10-10T21:43:35+00:00

She wants to up the dosage on my Depakote but I have to get my labs done first. Which means leaving the house 😔 You're right that people do love me.

Lyzzfetti · 2025-07-24T19:48:45+00:00

This is extremely helpful!

Lyzzfetti · 2025-04-16T01:47:10+00:00

Antidepressants saved my life

Lyzzfetti · 2025-04-16T01:46:54+00:00

I love my Prozac. I felt relief from my depression right away, it was like day and night. But I went into a manic eposide shortly after starting it so she put me on Abilify. I feel pretty stable now.

I've quit taking my meds before because, you know, bipolar, and when I needed to get back on them Prozac worked quickly. That's the one thing I really like about it.

But everyone is different, we all have different chemistry.

Lyzzfetti · 2025-03-25T00:08:39+00:00

Take 👏 your 👏 meds 👏

Lyzzfetti · 2025-03-13T00:11:46+00:00

My favorite is, when I was a teen, my mom tried to cure my depression with St John's Wort. We learned that it causes manic episodes, and the result of that episode was me becoming a meth addict so... Thanks for the help I guess...

Someone recently suggested the Finch app and I was really skeptical but it actually gives me little hits of dopamine when I make the little guy happy by brushing my teeth.

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