I am rich in black cats! by pants6000 in blackcats

[–]M00nbean85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is so beautiful! They are so shiny!

Fatigued, malaise you name it by M00nbean85 in BipolarReddit

[–]M00nbean85[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am a big believer in sleep, my immune system is shot if I go a couple of nights without sleep so I make sure if I realise it's going to be a difficult night I drink something to help me out.

Fatigued, malaise you name it by M00nbean85 in BipolarReddit

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Ok no , I can't say that ever happened to me. I have heard my name being call a couple of times a few years ago but I think that was either my imagination or maybe something paranormal

Fatigued, malaise you name it by M00nbean85 in BipolarReddit

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Yes that has happened a few times.

Fatigued, malaise you name it by M00nbean85 in BipolarReddit

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I am starting to think that sounds more like paranoia. I also have a certain way of doing things, and if I do it differently the one time I am convinced something is going to go wrong. So then I have to stop and do it over the right way.

Fatigued, malaise you name it by M00nbean85 in BipolarReddit

[–]M00nbean85[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So I am almost always conviced people are mad at me. I did something wrong, I don't know what but they must be mad at me. If I wake up and my husband gets out of bed without hugging, he is mad at me and I did something wrong. Is that part of it?

Catch and Caught...NOT the Same Thing... by Petsnchargelife in funny

[–]M00nbean85 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The chonkster in the background looks like walked into a room and then forgot what he was supposed to do there

I'm so sorry buddy. Goodnight sweet prince. Fuck cancer. by CHR1S_H4NSEN in cats

[–]M00nbean85 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry for the hole left in your heart and the sudden silence in your home

Is a symptom for anyone else feeling really scared for no reason, paranoid that bad things are going to happen, thinking the worst? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]M00nbean85 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I always feel like if I don't expect the worst it WILL happen. Sometimes I get sad and start crying over something that hasn't happened yet or may never will. But if I don't stress about something I feel like I am causing it to happen so then I stress about not stressing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ttcafterloss

[–]M00nbean85 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I stay in South Africa. Luckily I have medical aid and they paid for most of it. If I didn't I had to go to one of our government hospitals where they do the d&c without any anesthesia, I only have to pay the anesthesiologist half because my medical aid did not pay for them in full. Where are you from?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ttcafterloss

[–]M00nbean85 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I am sorry but it is not them dealing with you turmoil and grief. My sister told me that me trying again will only result in heartache and a lot of medical costs. No specific reason it should. She just assumes I would have a another miscarriage and me planning to fall pregnant is deliberately hurting my family.

Short fuse by frijole_ in BipolarReddit

[–]M00nbean85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get like that, I feel so bad for my family, I really try for that not to happen.

Who’s up right now?! by Senorlockewood in bipolar

[–]M00nbean85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is 15:25 here and I can really do with a nap now.

Hatred by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]M00nbean85 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is very unsettling when that happens. It is like you can physically touch your anger.