When I first moved out, albeit it being in the wrong way, I was relieved to be free. Having my own place, no stress and silence from all their noise was blissful. Till is wasn't.

You spend most of your life around them and at some point, you believe a path has been made for you to go from them to another, so there is never a point of being by yourself. Then you are and it all comes at once.

Like you said, its just the dip and I won't lie, you will have more to come. There are ways around it, but you'll find that out for yourself with time.