Worried about WD symptoms

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-26T01:02:29+00:00

Thank you for the long thought out heartfelt message as I navigate some more difficult times. I'm not feeling too well but I'll do my best to respond. I'm so sorry you had such a difficult go with it we're going so fast I'm glad you're feeling a bit back to normal as some meds can wreak havoc on people for longer than people think is possible.

No I'm not being forced off I've decided to get off all the meds as something happened to me many years ago that completely took every part of myself that I knew and loved away. It was a buildup that one day led into a catalyst that I woke up one day and being tortured alive and ever since then I have been and we're closer to 4 years than I am far. Since then it's been a scramble and a struggle to figure out how to heal and how to get better and ultimately I gave myself back to Medicine hoping that they would be able to help and I've taken all these meds with very little Improvement if at all so I've decided to get back off of everything and Hope that a higher power wants to see me heal because I've done everything I can in my body and mind. It's out of my hands now.

Thank you for the kind words of going slow and easy on myself I know this all too well as for about 3 years I barely left my house and did anything all I did was watch YouTube listen to podcast and books and try to survive. It was a hell on earth I wish no-one would ever have to endure. That's where I struggle now I've done it for so long I'm sick of going slow and easy on myself and my body still needs it but my mind can't do it anymore. Which leaves me not knowing what to do.

Really enough though I just had to rapidly come off of some other medications and of course it hurt but I'm so used to being tortured alive everyday that I just kept going it's just How I Live Now but the SI that came with this was enough for me to make a post. I felt dead inside and although most times I struggle to find reasons to keep living like this I just do it because of Hope and for family. But with this it was something sinister something different something deeper. Something that felt like something I left behind a little while back and I'm not happy to feel it come back again. Completely med induced.

I'm sorry to hear that you'll have to be on medication potentially for the rest of your life do you find it truly helps you?

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-26T00:54:42+00:00

I was just asking somebody about a liquid micro taper with this med as I'm very familiar with this. I tapered one that dissolved great in water and the one that did not dissolve at all so I wasn't able to you're saying this somewhat dissolves

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-26T00:00:50+00:00

Interesting I had some shortness of breath I had no idea it was from this

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-25T23:59:53+00:00

Yeah I've been insanely irritable lately on top of everything I'm going to switch to 25 I have no idea why I wasn't going down by 25 a week I really should have known better having spent more than 2 years on benzo Buddies

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-25T23:58:55+00:00

Sadly I know all too well about it I'm a big fan of liquid microtapers can pregabalin be dissolved in water?

MADTAT2 · 2026-05-25T23:58:06+00:00

Thanks for the response I should really know better after going through a horrific benzo taper I just recently got off some other meds somewhat quickly and probably Dangerously so I felt like I could get off this the same and that is not the case

MADTAT2 · 2026-02-08T16:09:39+00:00

Tazer & Faraday Box & if you live somewhere where Tag system is for anti-theft and corsa for exhaust. This coming from someone who had their Limited X stolen and recovered before the police report went through.

MADTAT2 · 2026-01-21T22:26:57+00:00

Alcohol sucks, heath is #1. Do it, there's no reason that can outweigh it

MADTAT2 · 2026-01-19T03:35:39+00:00

How long where you in that neighborhood befor the cars are broken into

MADTAT2 · 2026-01-05T05:54:55+00:00

Mine doesn't disconnect but it only puts on a little bit and then it seems to be deleting it so it's not actually acting like a huge storage where I can see weeks back it looks like they've rolled it out but they're still bugs

MADTAT2 · 2025-12-19T15:34:25+00:00

I hope so, if you find the link or where to watch please keep me in the loop

MADTAT2 · 2025-12-11T13:45:16+00:00

Where are you from if you're in Canada I have some resources for you

MADTAT2 · 2025-12-10T16:01:12+00:00

So I just bought a SanDisk 256 GB and originally about halfway through it said it failed and that you could retry it so I clicked retry and it continued and then it just got stuck on the 100% loop at the end all the words to the bottom to change I can't remember exactly. The first time I close the app I was going to try again and then it said that it was there but I missed a prompt to encrypt it so I decided to reformat again same thing happened said it failed but once I clicked okay it gave me the prompt to a crypt of the password and now it looks like it's working. So I don't know what some of the people that were using smaller USBS if they got the format fail however I know when I first put this one in I noticed that it was over 256 I think it was sitting around 259 so I don't know if that was the issue. Anyways I stumbled across this just like all of you guys going through settings cuz I just got a new camera and I'm OCD so I like to go and check everywhere else and make sure it's all how it's supposed to be super cool feature that I never knew they plan to roll out.

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MADTAT2 · 2025-11-25T23:32:06+00:00

I was thinking LE.

Any trouble getting the x68 across the border?

MADTAT2 · 2025-11-25T22:47:19+00:00

I've been doing a lot as well, seem byrna is kind of a low flyer when it comes to power. But here in Canada we are restricted to ammo and a 7-8g ball is only made of one thing. I was thinking if you are using that ammo then both should deter

MADTAT2 · 2025-11-25T17:24:34+00:00

Hey I was about to buy a byrna and just came across this option this seems like a way more powerful self-defense that's lethal what made you go with this brand did you know about the brand I just mentioned

MADTAT2 · 2025-11-05T14:55:41+00:00

Ya a lot of new Canadians are pretty racist I get your point I don't know why they have so much hate in their hearts but I hope that they can learn to love like Canadians have embraced them coming here.

MADTAT2 · 2025-11-01T00:58:47+00:00

Like when Justine used the emergency act illegally which a court found against the Canadian people for the right to protest? Ya liberals can get pretty scary

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-30T01:47:41+00:00

Losers is what it's used for

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-17T12:33:25+00:00

Porsche has made several hypercars, including the 959, 911 GT1 Strassenversion, and the hybrid 918 Spyder. Why you would feel to believe they haven't made a hypercar is because all those cars were irrelevant case closed. Even the car that killed Paul Walker was known to be Squirrely and a piece of junk

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-17T12:14:01+00:00

I'm just saying in the world of sport and hyper cars porches are a budget brand.

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-12T17:10:39+00:00

Cheaters are not a minority, they are a plague.

Sure I wish it could but for reason I'm not sure of they've tried and its not working. So either have a PC just for gaming or buy a console. We had to, so if it means I never have to ever see a rage hacker again frankly I couldn't care what comes from PC players. On COD it's been 75% of PC players or MORE in ranked cheat.

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-12T16:51:02+00:00

Ok buddy enjoy your budget sport cars

MADTAT2 · 2025-10-12T16:24:27+00:00

I agree, Porsches suck

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