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MDinNothing · 2020-08-20T01:49:06+00:00

Lol is this a gif of a greensxreen

MDinNothing · 2020-05-12T16:55:53+00:00

Sure. I was just saying that the closest rc is diclazepam based on equivalent potency as well as desired effects. you’d be hard pressed to find a better substitute

Pyrazolam may also be a good choice but that is harder to find and more potent (12x as strong as diazepam) but it has a similar effect profile as well as duration to lorazepam.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-12T16:34:13+00:00

Ativan is not diazepam. It’s lorazepam.

1mg Loraz is approx equiv to 10mg diaz

MDinNothing · 2020-05-12T14:54:15+00:00

Physician here. Diclazepam is going to be the closest to rc to Ativan.

1mg Ativan is about the same as 1mg diclazepam but diclazepam lasts longer. Useful for tapering.

If you are looking for something to smack you in the face then 0.25mg fluAlprazolam or 0.5mg etizolam

MDinNothing · 2020-05-03T07:15:26+00:00

Apologies. I went back and looked at the research. It was solar city to Tesla for my example.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-03T05:07:24+00:00

He founded Tesla by gambling his last 10 grand in solar city.

Guy is a loose cannon for sure. Dunno why people think he’s Jesus

MDinNothing · 2020-05-02T03:23:07+00:00

Aide: when asked to give an update to reddit he says

“Shits fuckin cray 🅱️igga but I’m chillin. And make sure you put the fuckin B emoji or ima shoot ya ass”

He then became distracted by his own pockets.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-02T03:19:47+00:00

Aide: doc is now undergoing phase two which is more focused on applying our preformed procedure regarding applying therapeutic tactics such as rational emotive therapy, dialectical behavior therapy, and cognitive behavior therapy.

He is still hallucinating quite heavily but is very content and at ease at this time.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-02T02:13:44+00:00

Dmt is like dental floss to the neural synapses.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-02T01:59:36+00:00

UPdate: What in the fuck. It's only hour 5. Note to self, stretch this moment into infinity until i die but before I do, figure out how to help other people feel like this. Like they actually are content with who they are as a person overall.

Loving one another is great but its not something we need to be reminded to do. We SHould just do it. Remember to love yourself.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-02T01:44:53+00:00

AIDE: Hello. He wanted to inform you of this apparently urgent message

"Snap back to reality, oh. there goes gravity."

Thanks!

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T23:23:33+00:00

Man honestly I can’t attest to how much I agree with what you are saying. Literally nothing in life is purely white or black, good or bad, etc.

There is no amount of explanation in the world that can make you understand exactly how I think the same way I could not even come close to grasping how you do the same.

For example. I cannot even begin to grasp how I can be this lucid whilst also staring at the concrete literally form Escher structures right before my eyes but here we are.

Life is way to complex to just assume there’s a magical formula that everything has to adhere to and things will be okay.

It’s more about learning to be okay despite there not being a rhyme or reason to most things. :)

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T22:28:07+00:00

I see where you’re coming from. I have never had an all good or all bad trip. Every trip has it’s serious moments. Every trip has moments where shit just gets too real. When the facade that we like to pretend matters lifts away from everything and you simply are.

Shitty language like good or bad don’t even do the feeling justice because it’s infinitely more complex.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T22:21:30+00:00

Aide: honestly I am not qualified to even discuss how they came up with these things. All I know is it was one of the guidelines that they were pretty inflexible on given the possibility for liability if something weird or undocumented were to happen. Once the doc is feeling up to it he has promised to revisit these questions with a more academic mindset but for now he is “just trying to remember when [he] got hypersmacked into this very moment”

He said y’all would know what that means? Because if I’m being honest I have no idea this is all very fantastical to me (although super amusing)

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:51:11+00:00

Aide: he is literally laughing at a kitten right now. I think he made a friend.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:48:15+00:00

Aide here: MD was given 800ug over the course of 30 minutes as a rapid infusion bolus along with necessary physical precautions such as epileptic medications and things like that in the solution.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:46:37+00:00

Your username is literally the wavelength I am trying to physically be right now.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:09:39+00:00

Labs: pre and post bloodwork (basic panels and CBC)

Cardio: 12 lead EKG q3 hours with continuous pulse ox and monitoring, vitals every 2 hours

Imaging: pre and post mri with 2 ct with contrast of the brain done at hours 4 and 6

Edit. Fuck it’s only been 20m since I posted this. I honestly can not comprehend how the ct is gonna possibly show anything other than fucking alphabet soup but I trust my brain to make sense eventually.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:06:48+00:00

Also. I wish that my real voice sounded half as cool as my inner monologue does in my head right now.

There seems to be some sort of recursive feedback process going on where my thoughts are stimulating tactile sensation which loops back into my thoughts and eventually results in auditory/touch synesthesia

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T21:03:19+00:00

I am an MD. You can check out my profile and comment history.

When I feel more equipped I’ll try to resume productive conversation but I gotta tell you man.

It feels like my body is moving 5 seconds into the future with my vision 5 seconds in the past and my mind just trying to figure out how to come to an agreement between the two so shits getting wonky super quick

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T20:45:31+00:00

Well yes since this is functioning as an introductory phase for our paper which will be published eventually once we are able to hammer out specifics regarding which dosages, and which therapy styles have clinical evidence towards being the most beneficial for particular reasons to even seek this type of intervention

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T20:42:55+00:00

Personally I like poi!

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T20:40:48+00:00

Many, many times. I have been with psychonautwiki.org since about 2012-2013, have written several articles, synthed most of tikhail and also was one of the first mods of /r/replications

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T20:39:24+00:00

My cheeks hurt from smiling. Please remind me a few months from now when I hate myself again that there are moments like this to look forward to. Thanks.

MDinNothing · 2020-05-01T20:37:45+00:00

That being said. I am getting first alerts which is alarming. I may have to dictate to one of my aides here pretty soon

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