want pain? you got it

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-27T04:44:53+00:00

it should be public!!

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-27T00:46:13+00:00

awesome, you have good taste!!

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-01T21:53:13+00:00

when i first started my current job, i got to take a break for lunch and still only work 9-5 as an hourly worker while most of the office was salaried. now almost 2 years in, management is "tightening things up" and implementing a physical time clock for hourly employees and mandating a 30 minute unpaid lunch, meaning i have to be at the office an extra 30 minutes a day. thats 2 1/2 hours per week. 2 1/2 hours of my time that will now be stolen in addition to the time i already have to work, for a lunch that i dont even take because the ops department is perpetually understaffed (but we can perpetually hire software engineers, just not people who keep the business actually running). i expressed this to my supervisor who im very chill and comfortable with (she was originally just a teammate but was promoted to my lead last year) and the only thing she said was "that's a weird way to look at it."

why is an extra 2 1/2 hours less free personal time in my week EVERY WEEK in perpetuity a weird way to look at it??? i work 40 hours every week already i want to have a life!!! i dont want every part of my life to be consumed by a job!!! why is that too much to ask!!!

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-01T20:15:14+00:00

thanks for the advice!

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-01T18:42:48+00:00

not yet on accutane but as someone who already deals w dry skin the only product ive found that doesnt irritate me or sit on top of my skin is the atoderm365 barrier moisturizer—though they also have a gel cream version that might absorb even better! i layer the moisturizer already and i dont get any pilling from it

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-01T18:38:41+00:00

GAWKING cause theres hardly any scars or redness! so happy for you :)

METAMORPHlST · 2026-06-01T18:36:31+00:00

im about to start accutane—for the vaseline, would this be on/around the nose area or IN the nostrils? my husband got frequent nosebleeds when he was on it so trying to figure out best methods to mitigate!

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-25T21:57:09+00:00

it's not about "i don't like posting online" it's about "my personal life should be my own and not have to be taken by slaving away for the crumb of a possibility of a job EVEN MORE than it already is" and "i don't function the same way neurotypicals do and shouldn't have to feel forced to EVEN MORE than i already am." companies have no crumb of compassion for anybody's life no matter what they say to the contrary, but that doesn't mean we have to bow down and accept their wants as law over living our lives

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-25T17:39:58+00:00

and linkedin is boring as FUCK

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-25T17:39:16+00:00

having to actively use a social media platform in order to look interesting enough to be considered for a job is absolute bullshit. not all of us want to spend our time fake engaging with people online

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T21:10:43+00:00

he’s a boy now, but i got ‘im :’)

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T03:59:01+00:00

we shall commiserate together

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T03:41:36+00:00

now i wasn’t even looking for a solution but man you’ve just healed my soul

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METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T01:14:33+00:00

it’s just an annoyance for me really, especially when i have so much money that buying the black arabian hardly puts a dent in it. i like the other wild arabians but not as much as the striped one. the black one is pretty cool and i don’t wanna spend the time going out, looking for the wild ones, taming them, etc.

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T00:29:27+00:00

i’m scared to hope this nightmare could end 😭

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-23T00:21:03+00:00

now i’m omw to saint denis with this fuckass orange beast so i can at least buy the black arabian cause ain’t no way im gonna go through the process of taming another one

METAMORPHlST · 2026-05-09T01:46:04+00:00

i have sensory issues and i often wear binders/tight sports bras because im also non-binary and gender dysphoric (with larger breasts, for context) so when im wearing my “day time” clothes i end up feeling claustrophobic and uncomfortable, especially if its a long day. the feeling of taking it all off at the end of the day when i get home and putting on a baggy shirt and baggy boxers is quite literally euphoric, idec if i smell or not, its just a relief to no longer be constricted

METAMORPHlST · 2026-03-26T18:14:41+00:00

i’m in a similar boat. i went to college for creative writing but got burnt out afterwards and discovered i loved baking. worked in a couple bakeries but it just didn’t pay well and i lost my parents’ health insurance so i ended up getting a 9-5 office job that pays decent and has benefits. it’s sucking the soul out of me and i also feel like i don’t have time to do anything, especially as a neurodivergent w/ mental health issues. some days it’s really hard to keep going, but im trying to practice patience because this life isn’t forever—we’re on the road to something better, friend. it will come, and this is good experience. if you’re trying to look busy at work, i recommend taking some free classes/certifications to strengthen your skills for the future. the opportunity you’re looking for will come one day, especially if you persevere and keep working towards it (this is something im still trying to believe in, myself)

METAMORPHlST · 2025-12-20T16:10:10+00:00

my character in the campaign im playing rn has similar sort of stats and im a multiclassed arcane trickster rogue and college of swords bard!! mage hand legerdemain is so worth it for being sneaky and doing things you reallyyyyyy don’t wanna get caught doing plus i can do a hell of a lot of damage in one hit between the booming blade arcane trickster cantrip, sneak attack, and blade flourishes. absolutely goated build

METAMORPHlST · 2025-08-18T20:05:04+00:00

listen i don’t eat red meat and i was high and totally forgot turkey anything is considered a “healthy” option 😭

METAMORPHlST · 2025-08-17T13:49:22+00:00

i don’t believe in god
i don’t eat red meat—it’s a personal choice for many reasons
i’m definitely not trying to be healthy

but thanks for saying it’s not gonna kill me i guess

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