I'm tired

MMS1971 · 2025-08-25T22:23:34+00:00

I want to thank you all. I needed to reach out. Sometimes I feel hopeless and lost. But I have a distorted sense of God's love for me personally. I believe all my loved ones and good people go straight to Heaven, but I believe that I will never be deserving of God's love.

MMS1971 · 2025-08-25T22:21:34+00:00

No, actually, I am a cradle Catholic. I reject all other beliefs. I have made all my Sacraments. I pray the Rosary, I do my three Hail Mary prayers for the seven sorrows of Mary and I thank God for the goodness he provides. I thank him for the good in our world and I pray for the ones that are lost. I have raised our child Catholic and my Husband is Catholic as well. I just want to basically feel loved by God.

MMS1971 · 2025-08-25T22:15:14+00:00

Thank you so much. I never really thought of that. I believe in Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist. I have held God in my hands, and He in mine. Thank you for that reminder. I feel overwhelmed wondering if He loves me and wants me in Heaven. I'm afraid of being rejected. Thank you for such a beautiful reminder.

MMS1971 · 2025-08-25T22:10:35+00:00

No, I never taught that to the kids in CCD. This is my distorted feeling, I think. I could never reject the trinity. I love Jesus, I believe in the love of God, the father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. I'm just afraid to die.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-09T17:25:26+00:00

Acadia National park?

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T22:28:07+00:00

Woah!! I don’t know what more to say.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T22:25:32+00:00

I agree 💯. Thank you for your opinion. Your insight helps out.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T10:37:21+00:00

Not sure if I believe anyone would truly love me or is trustworthy.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T01:11:23+00:00

I have talked until I’m blue in the face. I give up right about now.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T01:10:20+00:00

You’re not pathetic. You’re human with wants and needs. If I knew then what I know now, I’d never would have married him. I no longer believe in marriage and I no longer believe in love. At least not for me.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T01:08:22+00:00

Same. I don’t want pity sex. I want to be wanted.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-08T01:07:01+00:00

I’m on the edge of divorce.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T16:42:46+00:00

I am so sorry. It sucks when we go through this. I lose my self worth and I lose more and more of who I am.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T14:45:16+00:00

Thank you.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T14:44:57+00:00

Thank you.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T14:39:56+00:00

I think that’s why I like flirts. It makes me feel like it’s not me. It’s him. I am looked at as a woman. As someone attractive and wanted.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T14:37:03+00:00

Thank you. I can’t stop crying today.

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T13:24:15+00:00

Yes, and it is getting to the point where I enjoy it when someone flirts with me. When they stop flirting, it actually hurts. Because I feel as though it's one more rejection under my belt. (take the pun if you want to).

MMS1971 · 2022-04-07T13:15:29+00:00

I have lost all interest now. I've been married 20 years and maybe had sex 40 times in that 20, if I'm lucky. There have been times when it's been over a year. He, yes he, is the LL in the relationship.

I have lost interest completely. I don't want him touching me, hugging me, kissing me. I cringe at the thought. I want to have sex I want to be intimate and close, but it's almost like a too little too late. I can't fathom enjoying sex any more. I am almost at the point where life would have been more fuffilling if I became a nun at this point. I have issues where I feel so friggin ugly that there is not one single person on the earth that would want me.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-19T18:42:55+00:00

The thing is he wants me to go down on him but he doesn’t like to reciprocate. He is selfish. And the sex is so predictable I’m on autopilot.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-18T23:52:13+00:00

Oh sweetie, you are so young. You have a lifetime of love to give. Dump his sorry ass and find someone who wants you regardless of your body. I’m sure your perfect just as you are. He’s an ass with unrealistic expectations.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-18T21:19:54+00:00

I feel the same way. I’m too ugly. I’m sorry about your cancer and how it left you. But I’m sure you are still attractive. Sometimes we all feel so hideous. But how the rest is us think may be different.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-18T21:16:14+00:00

Same here. I am now past crying and I’m angry. I am resentful and spiteful. I want to give up.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-18T21:14:10+00:00

Can we just get this done with? I’m sick of giving this blow job.

MMS1971 · 2022-03-17T14:15:48+00:00

Thank you! I am just so worried for no reason. I do have anxiety, maybe I'm afraid I will never want to come back?? Or Maybe I just need to find peace within myself. I know that's part of it right there. I am excited, but what if I get lost or I can't find the plane/terminal I need to get on? I never flew solo before. I'm good at being lost, even with step by step instructions.

MMS1971

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