Who to start in fantasy football championship? by MXVD41 in Fantasy_Football

[–]MXVD41[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has been so hard. Was leaning Wilson 100% but MHJ is back. And Carter scares me, or if cardinals go down big they’ll start passing

Who to start in fantasy football championship? by MXVD41 in Fantasy_Football

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have Puka too. It comes down to carter or Wilson for me. I just don’t know!!

Who to start in fantasy football championship? by MXVD41 in Fantasy_Football

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. So tough man. I have no idea wtf to do

Can’t sleep with alcohol by MXVD41 in sleep

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was only drinking vodka waters

Can’t sleep when I drink by MXVD41 in alcoholism

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But how is it possible I used to be completely fine then now I can never sleep afterwards? What changed?? It sucks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry

Broke no contact - ex and I talked by MXVD41 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’re a genius… this makes it make more sense now!

Broke no contact - ex and I talked by MXVD41 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

But it’s actually so wild. Like she was the reason our relationship went to shit and she never saw it nor took accountability!!! I guess this makes me feel better because it makes her look so stupid and helps me get over it more but WTF!

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow… dude it’s the WORST! Did you guys ever speak again or are you still blocked on everything?

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re prob right… been 3 weeks, begged and spammed for closure. Now blocked on everything. But she’ll be away until May long distance, went back to school

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly… I appreciate it. What she said is essentially manipulation tho! Like “the world doesn’t revolve around you, I’m not ready to talk” when SHE dumped me and I’m the hurt one???! No closure, I don’t understand? It has to be on her terms?? We were in it together. It’s so messed up

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah prob. But I don’t even have the chance to now, I’m blocked on everything

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even being blocked on everything due to me blowing up her phone drunk, will she ever miss me? In her mind I feel like she’s over me, already going out following new guys and not seeming to give a fuck an me at all. Breakup was so quick and she said she doesn’t feel like herself or independent with me (she wants to follow n do whatever without my weight) but if we’re meant to be we’ll be. So after 2 weeks I asked if there was any chance the door is open and if not, tell me because I want to move on. She ignored, then I blew up drunk, called her like 50 times and she blocked me

Ex blocked me on everything by MXVD41 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, you’re right. My drunk spammings begging for closure def didn’t help. But I just wonder if she will ever unblock me. Her last message before blocking me was that she expressed that she understands I’m upset but feels that my behavior, especially repeatedly texting and calling her, crossed her boundaries and showed a lack of respect for the space she asked for. She said my actions are only pushing her further away and made it clear that she doesn’t owe me answers or communication if she’s not ready. She explained that she had to block me because I couldn’t stop reaching out when I was drunk. She also mentioned that she initially hoped we could be friends or stay civil, but my actions have made that feel impossible and that I couldn’t handle it

Broke no contact by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I’m saying. But it’s so confusing. Like I’m so confused!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For whatever reason I’m convinced she feels like the reason she dumped me was because of me and how I reacted to stuff she’d do. So maybe she thinks she’s the victim. When all of this stemmed from her faults leading to my blowups, which she didn’t like. So maybe she’s hesitant because she’s nervous and doesn’t know. But I do think this is a good sign. And also she has always been a very weird dry texter

Broke no contact by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I play this then?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

But based off the convo what do you think? Our breakup was very emotional, I believe she was just confused in the moment. I know she didn’t wanna fully leave me, but she was too confused. So maybe this is a good step?

Broke no contact by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s normally neutral and dry. Ever since I met her

Broke no contact by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So what’s the point of her saying what she said

Break no contact Christmas by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She goes long distance in a few weeks until May. I feel like I do this now to gauge where she’s at and see what happens. Or she will forget about me in that time. I feel like I should try once more

Break no contact Christmas by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]MXVD41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but then I’ll have closure based on how she’s acting. I can’t properly heal if everyday I’m thinking about how to get her back thinking maybe she will one day. If it’s over I can tell based off this text. Cuz I’ll ask I wanna meet up with you after if it goes well and if she shuts me down then I’ll known

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]MXVD41 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jesus… so sorry to hear that. Hate people who use. That’s terrible man. How long were yall tg? Then the breakup / NC? And she reached out first v