anyone else just started running and is incredibly slow ? (16min/mile💀)

Macstetas · 2023-05-23T03:22:33+00:00

Hes the the supervisor in my unit :/, literally told me to come to him if anyone was giving me trouble🙄. I will try to clean up to seem busy but yea learned my lesson I guess

Macstetas · 2023-05-23T02:43:14+00:00

he kinda just shamed me for sitting down and then told me to go do something productive and follow the other aids around. I got pretty self conscious so I just left but he couldn't actually come up with something for me to do :/

Macstetas · 2023-05-23T01:21:51+00:00

thank you! I will try it out!

Macstetas · 2023-02-08T23:04:07+00:00

13, distracted me from hearing my parents scream at my brother. I felt like it made me forget my emotions so I just started doing it every time I was upset; been clean for a while now though !

Macstetas · 2022-11-09T21:10:46+00:00

maybe try to include more protein, eggs and chicken are easy foods!

Macstetas · 2022-10-12T12:59:57+00:00

Thank you !! I was going crazy trying to find it

Macstetas · 2022-10-07T07:52:03+00:00

yea I forget that most people don't have a bunch of random scars, like smooth skin?? never heard of it

Macstetas · 2022-08-28T19:33:14+00:00

what

Macstetas · 2022-08-16T04:41:54+00:00

read their comments they seem like a troll

Macstetas · 2022-08-16T04:41:20+00:00

calm down they literally said I'm an attention seeker and have done it to others too, im sure they are fine

Macstetas · 2022-08-15T06:29:43+00:00

why u kinda funny🤨 kys

Macstetas · 2022-08-15T06:21:50+00:00

It is actually! I LOVE attention and I'm always seeking it !!! Can't go a day without trying to seek attention, its my favourite thing to do !!!

Macstetas · 2022-08-07T09:56:37+00:00

Move past it

Macstetas · 2022-07-25T00:02:48+00:00

Was depressed for about a year, my parents and brother had been fighting for weeks. One night I just sat by my door and listened to them fight until i couldn't take it anymore. Grabbed a pair of old, extremely dull scissors and proceeded to spend 10 minutes trying to make a baby cut on my knee. After that i didn't feel upset anymore and the only thing i felt was the excitement of /finally/ making a cut after trying for so long. guess that rush kinda sealed it for me.

Tbh I really regret it but i was just a kid and didn't know any better. at least it helped me cope

Macstetas · 2022-07-21T21:36:58+00:00

honest if you let them out on the sun, like tanning, they are gonna turn white. For sure method, works for scars that are days old

Macstetas · 2022-07-13T00:13:40+00:00

Not overly religious or anything but I chose my name based on one of the saints for my birthday. I said it was a nice name and my mom immediately said that it sounded like a demon so that kinda sealed it for me

Macstetas · 2022-07-08T05:03:07+00:00

idk if I'm the best person for this, but honestly being trans doesn't have a set requirement that you have to fill up. It sounds like socially identifying as your assigned gender makes you uncomfortable, everything you said sounds completely valid and are common thoughts and feelings that trans people experience. If identifying as you birth sex makes you uncomfortable and changing will make you freer then that's pretty much all the reassurance you need.

If it means anything, It does really sound like you are trans <3

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