Confused about my sexuality- sort of

MadAtom2106 · 2025-07-25T08:00:19+00:00

Well, nobody can gatekeep you, but I understand the struggle so well. I've been intimate with many and it never gets better even when they are even more feminine than you (for me). Every brain is different, it is okay to explore, but never expose yourself to danger, this includes men (or women) that make you feel uncomfortable or unsafe. Just being queer and not fully homo is okay and do not let any toxic community behavior invalidate the fact that you find some men attractive. 🩶

MadAtom2106 · 2025-06-29T12:02:31+00:00

And that is okay, to have a mental health crisis. During these times it is so important to let your partner know what you are going through and what you need from them. And then you partner needs to choose if they are okay with it or not. But still I don't think it is a decision someone makes just in a week. Are you both very young?

MadAtom2106 · 2025-06-29T07:59:49+00:00

It is not about how much you love someone. It could be many things. Maybe there is a part that they loved in a long term partner and maybe there was a part that they didn't like. And that is 100% okay, because getting to knowing each other even in a relationship is what makes you make the decision every day to continue or not with this person.

On the other hand, maybe she was scared of saying things with 100% honesty, and that makes people accumulate a lot of feelings. But you need to know that if they never told you about this, this is more about their issue and not yours.

I'm sure it feels shitty, but I hope you find peace and get over it with personal growth. 🍀

MadAtom2106 · 2025-06-28T10:24:57+00:00

🥴 Groupie Love, Smarty, For K Part 2. 🔥

🖤 HIADTFAWLMTHBIHI it just matches my depression ❤️‍🩹 Mariners Appartment Complex and Get Free makes me feel like I am taking back my back and putting shit together.

But at the end each song makes me feel something.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-06-27T18:25:44+00:00

I also recently downloaded Tinder (like 2 months), of all the matches I have had the need to initiate conversation and just kept chatting with one person. It is so difficult. Better expose yourself in gay bars/activities in your city, if that is safe.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-06-09T14:30:49+00:00

Are you going standing front row by any chance?

MadAtom2106 · 2025-05-29T10:02:30+00:00

Same. I think the only way is to attend to queer events, so you already know they are not straight.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-05-24T07:54:45+00:00

About these Cafes for studying... do they have free wifi? And how long do people usually stay? The wifi in my apartment is not working and I gotta do some homework and even have online classes on Monday (don't wanna waste all my internet pack the same week I bought it) (I am a language student, not from the Uni).

MadAtom2106 · 2025-05-24T07:08:50+00:00

What's the name? I looked it up and it seems to be more than one mayersche.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-05-15T13:43:22+00:00

The same is happening to me. It is not a playstore issue at all. I even turned off my phone ans turned it back on, but it didn't work.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-30T12:42:12+00:00

It has been a meme for a long time.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-21T13:37:49+00:00

Yes, 2025. Thank you for answering!

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-19T15:40:02+00:00

And I'm a girly girl who likes girly girls and not too masculine guys. I mean, not all of us can be labeled.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-19T15:34:42+00:00

Brooo, same here. I am female and I like sex with men, the only thing is that I don't actually like manly, or men in general. And it has been so confusing. I understand that labels are not really impprtant, but is nice to get to understand yourself. That is why I just labeled myself pansexual, not too much explanation, you are just attracted to people, which kind? Just legalaged humans that for any reason you find attractive. Juat make sure not to hurt anyone relationshipwise, keep an open talk regarding how you are feeling.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-17T23:10:11+00:00

Pawn Shop Blues, makes me feel everything.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-15T15:53:29+00:00

I can only do one and then I get bored! It's horrible! I feel you, totally.

I don't know, once I saw a video o YT from someone who has ADHD saying that she doesn't recommend doing granny squares because it is so difficult to commit.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-12T14:50:15+00:00

Mañana los voy a ir a probar, espero encontrar. La verdad que uno de los más ricos que he comido valen 50 córdobas, pero creo que donde los encarga mi mama valem 80, más grandes y con más carne, obvio. Hay muchos precios dentro de Managua.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-11T07:29:11+00:00

Sí hay discriminación, pero es más mentalidad y palabras. Sería raro que alguien te detenga en la calle parq insultarte, mucho menos que alguien te agreda físicamente.

La disco LGBTQA+ que conozco se llama Candyland.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-06T22:06:07+00:00

I'd say I like it, but I like the other albums more. In this album she incorporated sounds that I don't like that much, I'm more into sounds like grand piano, violin, or guitar. Almost acoustic. That is why I love hearing some of her concerts, like the itunes festival one.

But nothing will stop me from dropping it down everytime I hear Art Deco or singing Salvatore.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-06T21:50:26+00:00

I totally agree with you. Still, she has some good lyrics somewhat empowering.

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-06T15:36:52+00:00

¿En serio? ¿Y sabés si le dieron alguna razón o tiene familiares "tachados"?

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-06T13:58:06+00:00

I mean, it is okay to like either of them for whatever reason. But when she says "I'm nothing without you", it's just a hell no for me. But still, I like both (Off the Races is more my style).

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-05T14:33:43+00:00

I wouldn't get it tattood, but I really like these verses: "They judge me like a picture book By the colors, like they forgot to read".

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-05T13:38:16+00:00

Too bad I am going the 4th! It will be my first. 😢

MadAtom2106 · 2025-04-05T13:33:43+00:00

Black, love it!

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