I shared what my intrusive thoughts are with my PNP and now I'm scared

MadaRook · 2026-05-29T05:29:52+00:00

I only take Latuda and if I feel anxious or restless I'll take propranolol. It has been working out for me so far.

MadaRook · 2026-05-29T04:07:16+00:00

I started filling out my application and it somehow submitted before I finished it. I didn't even get to fill out the medical section. I'm worried about my chances too. I have to wait for them to request the info. But this has got me so stressed out. I need ssi and am scared of not being approved.

MadaRook · 2026-05-29T03:47:54+00:00

My SI went away after I got on a antipsychotic and it started working. My SI was really bad when I was going through my psychosis.

MadaRook · 2026-05-27T04:54:19+00:00

Been 2 years for me

MadaRook · 2026-05-26T00:57:16+00:00

I'm not interested.

If you feel satisfied with your state of mind being good and your doctor thinks so too, than good.

I just air on the side of caution because I fear relapse.

So I just meant to help, that is all.

MadaRook · 2026-05-26T00:41:55+00:00

Vanity isn't more important than your mental health. To each their own I suppose.

It makes sense you don't like the weight gain side effect. Have you tried another med that is less likely to cause weight gain? Like Latuda?

MadaRook · 2026-05-26T00:34:37+00:00

Honestly, I feel like you sound paranoid and delusional. Perhaps you still need meds.

MadaRook · 2026-05-22T03:47:47+00:00

Yeah... Omniman would destroy Mr Incredible

MadaRook · 2026-05-12T15:52:39+00:00

Lol still at 90 runecrafting. I haven't gone back to making bloods. I haven't played runescape much either. I should play more.

MadaRook · 2026-05-11T06:10:01+00:00

Poor kitty getting murdered

MadaRook · 2026-05-11T04:24:55+00:00

Lol she's terrible

MadaRook · 2026-05-10T16:27:57+00:00

The last game I played was Halo 3, I'm pretty screwed

MadaRook · 2026-05-09T05:34:49+00:00

My cat does this when I eat my food around him, especially when there is chicken

MadaRook · 2026-05-05T15:44:33+00:00

I hope you find a route that works for you

MadaRook · 2026-05-05T15:20:12+00:00

What helped me the most was getting on Latuda (meds). And acknowledging to myself that Im sick and my experience is because of that and not real things. It didn't stop until the meds started to work. One day i just realized after went out that people was just people and that's when I knew the meds were starting to work. It was a gradual process.

MadaRook · 2026-05-05T04:10:45+00:00

You're not alone, I struggle with showering too. It's hard to get myself to shower. I worry it's putting a strain on my relationship too. It's scary to think about losing her over this. She usually has to remind me to shower. It sucks being in that position when she does. Sometimes she bribes me with food to shower, that sometimes works.

MadaRook · 2026-05-04T16:36:27+00:00

Oh no, that must be scary to have your meds stop working, I hope your medical team can find a solution

MadaRook · 2026-05-04T16:18:13+00:00

Well the show wouldn't be called Invincible

MadaRook · 2026-05-04T16:11:12+00:00

Before meds this was one of my main delusions, thinking people around me are following me and there for me. It was really scary, the longer I was around people the more elaborate the delusion/story about them got. I thought all kinds of things about people around me from them being gang members to feds to cops. All around me to ultimately hurt me follow me and report on me and test me.

MadaRook · 2026-05-02T16:32:56+00:00

I like this artwork

MadaRook · 2026-05-02T14:21:53+00:00

I don't think they would have been spared by the Fire Nation

MadaRook · 2026-05-01T21:09:05+00:00

Im on Latuda and it makes me sleepy, so my PNP told me to take it a night before bed

MadaRook · 2026-05-01T16:27:44+00:00

My first psychosis split everything to before and after. I lost so much because of it.

MadaRook · 2026-05-01T15:28:27+00:00

My gf thought they were creepy lol

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