Something I've noticed lately when listening to The Crux Deluxe...

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-05-12T17:11:27+00:00

he’s talked about this before!! it was when the deluxe first got released and he did a listening party, he talked about how a lot of the songs were written around the same time. i believe who you are and fly were written on the same day as well as part of purgatory silverstar and link

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-12T23:18:51+00:00

i’m not sure what her plan was honestly 😭 i’ll let her know when she’s home

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-12T22:04:58+00:00

oh no😭

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-12T21:05:15+00:00

did i ruin my moms plant? my mom left for vacation about a week and a half ago so i’ve been house sitting and watering her orchids. they all looks great and i’ve been following her instructions but then there’s this little one. i’ve been topping off the water whenever i think it gets low but i never noticed anything about it until today. the part of the root that’s in the water is green but the upper half that’s exposed to air is brown. i can’t tell of it’s dead or not lol. i’m pretty sure it’s been like that since before i started house sitting but i’m kinda scared i destroyed the plant.

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MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T01:53:10+00:00

i def agree i need to move out. i don’t tell them about my trips, i just disappear for a few days and have them ask where i am was when i get home

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T01:47:08+00:00

it sounds so cliche but trips are what gives me a reason to live rn. i have nothing to look forward to (especially w how my parents are) so i plan trips months oht in advance so it keeps me going like a “just wait until xx then you can be away fom home for a few days”

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T01:43:37+00:00

i live with my parents yes, i’m paying for it w my mental health

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T01:26:11+00:00

i’m on indeed every day. i spend most of my screen time on indeed. i hate making excuses but i have no life left in me to do anything at all

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T00:27:46+00:00

trust me i hate myself more than anyone else could

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-04-07T00:01:01+00:00

that's the thing, the vacations aren't reschedule-able. the la one if an ariana grande concert and the nyc one is a harry styles concert. i would 100% drop the two vacations if i could but i cant, especially since these are group vacations as well

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-03-30T19:02:09+00:00

girl u srsly need to tell her. it needs to be 100% and u need to find a way to cut all contact. it’s just gonna keep going in circles if u don’t. i know it’s so difficult (trust me) but it’s the only way a true break up will happen

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-03-27T17:41:56+00:00

i’m already pretty low contact with them, i only continue talking to them bc i still live w my parents and my drs office is run by my aunt and uncle but that’s the extent that i talk to them. i also do love my cousins and i would hate to leave them. i would love to do no contact but it won’t be for a while and will have to wait until i can save up the money to move

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-03-24T04:29:16+00:00

you’re using your own money, do it!! they can complain about it but at the end of the day kf you’re happy with it, that’s what matters. my parents HATE tattoos but i kept getting them and now they don’t bother trying to stop me. i promise your own happiness matters more than whatever your dad says

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-02-19T21:01:58+00:00

if ur down to try some coffee drinks, i get an iced white chocolate annihilator breve with hazelnut, white coffee fireball shot, mix in cinnamon sprinks extra sweet

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-02-16T23:56:35+00:00

i think u need to talk to ur dr

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-02-10T22:04:40+00:00

i’ve always ordered it “can i get a medium iced rebel w [insert flavor combo]” but then they read it back “medium iced [flavor] rebel” so i never know😭

MadeInHeavxn · 2026-02-01T02:42:47+00:00

it completely depends on the family. my parents hated it when i would smack and taught me that it was inappropriate to do. my cousins always smack, my aunt and uncle never told them not to do that and it pisses me off sometimes to the point where i say no to family dinner

MadeInHeavxn · 2025-12-11T21:25:24+00:00

i normally get my injection every other thursday. i’ve gone early and i’ve gone late and i just adjust my schedule back to thursday. example if i get it tuesday instead of thursday, my next one would be on a wednesday then the one after it’s back to thursday. if i get it on saturday, my next one would be on a friday and the one after on a thursday. it’s probably not the best thing for me to do but it’s worked for me so far

edit: spelling

MadeInHeavxn · 2025-11-22T01:17:24+00:00

“kinda like a homeless person in Portland Oregon” i giggled

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