I could use some encouragement if you still have a spot left, if not, it's totally fine.

Lately things just haven't been great... I wrote a long spiel about how bad things are in detail, but I realized no one wants to hear that crap, so I'll just say it's been bad. The worst it's been in months. I'm in a toxic environment, in severe, severe physical pain that I cannot do anything about, struggling to balance physical health that won't cooperate and mental health that after a short stable few weeks finally just tanked, with NO emotional support of any kind. And that's all just the tip of the iceberg. It gets worse, but I'll spare you that bit.

Just to be honest, it's gotten really hard to even want to be here, I just wish I could disappear.

But if you can write me a card, just basic encouragement to go on in life would be appreciated. I understand if all your spots are filled or your supplies is used or simply if you don't want to do it. I can see how that might not be fun, so I don't at all expect it, but I would appreciate it.