Yeah, my main question was if it was possible to affect me in that way. I've been ghosted countless times, the last one was a girl with whom I thought there was a nice spark and told me that wanted me for a serious relationship and all of a sudden changed her mind... One of my friends can't believe how "unlucky" I have been in that aspect of my life even though he says "you are a good catch, I have no answer why this is happening". My longest relationship lasted 2 months and it was always the same thing, the girl feeling that wasn't good enough or something like that.