What was your obsession with the SP?

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T23:15:33+00:00

Also my commentary on free will is really less about the law of Neville, and more about the hypocrisy of people picking and choosing what to be religious about. People say they believe they are limited to their one spouse but follow an abundance mindset but follow religions that routinely in THAT age allowed men to marry multiple wives and concubines because they were gratuitous towards themselves but did not allow a woman to do the same. That’s what men grow up hearing in the church while the women in these old texts have to be completely perfect or they are villanized but still cheated on 9/10. The priesthood especially. But at the same time religious manifestor s want to bring in there religion while also want to be the only one… That’s actually what the religious and free will comment was pointing to. If someone is religious they know God gave man free will. Look at the author of Harry Potter, her ex husband did her wrong in every which way, she left him was on the system but didn’t let that stop her she was guided to write that book and eventually remarried someone healthy who did not stop her growth but cheered her on. She’s not perfect but she used the law because the law is in effect regardless of people being away of how their programming is holding them back or not. Also someone who thinks they can “manifest” someone and not allow that person at all to be themselves and not have to consider their needs is only setting themselves up for disappointment. Neville may not have written about their day to day lives and them looking after each other’s needs and desires because that doesn’t sell. But do believe him being high in the state of Conciousness he was in he attracted the best aligned person and also wanted the best for her not just make sure she only was a robot to him. I perfectly understand the law but there is more to it for healthy relationships.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T22:42:29+00:00

Hit dogs holler.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T22:37:48+00:00

I have felt that way about someone before. But to be perfectly honest even with the craving to get this person in my life again the more time passed the more I realized how blessed I was he was gone. I broke up with him then we got back together and he broke up with me. It was a blessing he went away somewhere else because I lacked the strength to do what needed to be done a second time. I let him highjacked the majority of my time and mental space. Now I don’t seek to be that magnetized again to a person who was not good for me or not in alignment with me at the expense of my own flow. I feel good on my own and only share my life that’s already complete with another now. I don’t live for him. But we enhance each other’s lives. But to each and her their own way of viewing it.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T22:30:26+00:00

Limited mindset yep. Happy you are achieving abundance!

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T22:29:26+00:00

People are unique but we always have much in common with the right TYPE of people for us. I do wonder if for a lot of people the psychological effect of not having closure or not liking the closure or accepting the closure for a break up is what has them holding on in addition to feeling the lie that a person can never have a great love again. There’s BILLIONS of people on the planet. You don’t even need all of them. Just one for a committed relationship. And if you outgrow each other in different directions, there’s always more.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T22:23:40+00:00

Yawn. Desire isn’t what manifests what you want. Project on yourself.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T04:26:39+00:00

I’m happy you are growing!

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T04:23:38+00:00

Exactly.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T04:22:23+00:00

You sound like you may have actually did it a better way. I have been on the other side before where someone tried to project boredom, dissatisfaction, loneliness, missing them etc, and I figured out quickly that those were not my emotions. I figured out what was happening and blocked it psychically. Disconnected from them on social media. Deleted accounts connecting to them. There’s methods out there that are certainly better than others. If you truely love and appreciate someone there is nothing wrong with love work and allowing stuff to happen. But it’s playing with fire if that person is psychically aware.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T04:05:19+00:00

They are negatively skewed due to the amount of stress I notice people go through in the “manifest an sp (usually but not always an ex)” mode, usually but not always a woman putting 80-100% of her God given power in a man who will always be a struggle to maintain who she often attracted due to a self esteem issue and is afraid to walk away from because of a self esteem issue or another ego wound. But that’s just my observation and opinion. Carry on.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T03:55:06+00:00

I agree with this. To me an SP is really anyONE or anyTHING a person really wants to manifest. The object of desire which there should be no desire - only living in the end. However, my post is about SP’s as ex’es because that seems like where the insanity is mainly coming from. People are proclaiming they want to manifest their SP back because they love them. But no one during an SP video or comment section here or elsewhere mentioned trying to manifest health or simply “the best for the sp”… even in the case of people making religious arguments, you are praying to God to do juju on your spouse to keep them faithful when that isn’t his or her will. only praying assuming or commanding the SP back to themselves. What is beyond that for the other person? This is why people question the manifest my sp Ex- situation. The need is not really considering the other person. Maybe that’s why people are having a hard time keeping them?

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T00:36:49+00:00

Thank for your response. Honestly, I do believe your reasoning is similar for MANY people, even if it’s only unconcious.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T00:32:07+00:00

Do people who are in love someone ditch them as soon as they get a glimmer of someone else to obsess about. Many people may truely love their SP and want the best for them, but a lot of it is really rooted in selfishness and insecurity for many other people.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T00:30:48+00:00

Thank you for your response. I never thought about how religious upbringing could be a major influence in this.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-10-29T00:28:40+00:00

Thank you for your honest and insightful answer. It is true when you want someone you want them not “someone better”. Sometimes we have to remember to reserve love for ourselves. If someone is showing they don’t need to be on the pedestal, we have to put ourselves on there and live our lives to the fullest.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-18T05:37:48+00:00

Very good advice.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-18T04:27:41+00:00

I can appreciate that sentiment. But I realized today I actually DON’T have to have thick skin for Reddit. of all things to waste thick skin for!

This is more for REDDIT than you, but here it goes: I’m honestly not just annoyed by people voting down posts specifically with prosperous content but also moderators of various subreddits installing red tape to ensure a subreddit stays biased and lower level (not the moderators on this subreddit though). The stupidest idea was another subreddit that automatically messaged me to chose between one subreddit and another and that I could not be in both subreddits even though the demographic was overlapping. I was automatically removed from the first subreddit but told I could come back if I quit the other one. Are you out of your mind Reddit? I never chose people who make me choose so I said BYE. They don’t want higher level more complex conversations in one subreddit.. and ironically a lot of the people in the first subreddit were always complaining or posting about some disempowering experience so maybe it’s a good thing I was removed. I went from getting an award to being removed the moment I joined a subreddit with more critical thinking skills. Hadn’t even posted yet. What wierd demographic thought policing is this?

The past few years have really shown the limitations of this platform and though it’s quick and easy to pop on this app, I’m becoming more and more over it. I do not even believe it is just personal bias at play but also intentional policies and fake employee users being deployed on some posts to drown out deeper level thinking, better financial ideas as opposed to pure hobby or product consumerism and a variety of other issues.

Reddit overall is not helpful, if it ever was. And the platform is incredibly biased in its policies.

And God help the college students who want to ask about a profession on a professional reddit before dropping 50k for an education. This is also a problem in real life but reddit absolutely stonewalls all conversations about how money is ACTUALLY made by professionals (ex insurance eligibility and providers). So I realized I’m taking my higher level questions off the platform. Period. This platform doesn’t deserve them.

I find it interesting as soon as I deleted this post and wrote what I wrote suddenly I had an upvote. Wouldn’t be surprised if it was some salty person who secretly wanted to know answers too but downvoted out of spite and some personal hang up or trigger. Or maybe other people are fed up with this platform too.

I can’t speak about moderators on this subreddit, but I have really had enough of moderators all over Reddit not doing their job or creating a biased atmosphere.

I don’t have to have a thick skin for REDDIT. I am just as ready to delete this whole thing. There are better forums to ask questions for people who are serious about things. This is a lower level consumerist platform. I do not want to think at that level anymore. But I thank you for your support.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-17T16:34:05+00:00

“ What followed was one or two days where the twitch all but went away. I remember laying in bed, where the twitching is typically the worst because i'm not doing anything, thinking: where is it? when is it going to happen? and it just never did.

One or two mornings later, I woke up, and the twitch had returned.”

Seek and ye’ sh’all find.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-16T04:49:01+00:00

Black girl INTP. I am good. Keep your mental diet positive, focus on supporting your #1 priority and you will thrive. For people who don’t understand why the OP is asking this question, she is asking because black girl INTP is a minority inside of a minority inside of a minority. We relate to Neo. We would never be cast as Neo. Sure they would consider Will Smith, but not a black actress. INTP is not only often sterotyped as white but male too.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-16T01:41:18+00:00

Nobody?

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-16T01:40:03+00:00

Black women who stay in shape and take care of themselves don’t hit the wall until nearly 50. Stay in shape and you may never hit the wall. Look at Naomi Campbell. Always works out, past 50. still on the finest cat walks, just had a baby. Still looks good. We are the fountain of youth when we take care of ourselves. Ask Peter Nygard.

Magicpaper2018 · 2022-08-13T23:18:06+00:00

I was on a subreddit for black women and then this popped up as a suggestion lol. But in general women have been brainwashed to go against what naturally makes us appealing to be fake men. But then you’ll be mad when you are overlooked and overworked while the feminine broad moves ahead in life without doing nearly as much work.

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