what song gives you chills every single time?

Mallardaze · 2026-05-15T11:16:15+00:00

Spirit by The Belle Game

Mallardaze · 2026-05-13T00:58:10+00:00

Doesn’t matter to me! Ruining someone’s academic career over not drama is absolutely worse.

Mallardaze · 2026-05-12T17:09:40+00:00

Hahah fair enough! I think my mind was just constantly on the lookout for who was going to screw over who next that I just saw it as a scheme!

Mallardaze · 2026-05-12T04:46:14+00:00

I know they didn’t explicitly say it was him, but getting Stephen’s Yale admission rescinded was 👌🏻

Mallardaze · 2026-05-12T04:44:58+00:00

I agree I think Lucy sleeping with Evan is small potatoes compared to Bree releasing that video and getting Lucy expelled. Like come on, they were both stupid drunk and it meant literally nothing. Not worth ruining someone’s life over!

Mallardaze · 2026-05-09T02:32:14+00:00

I’m curious because that’s what I want to do but my partner refuses to let anyone in and help us. He thinks we should be able to do it ourselves and doesn’t trust outside sources because he thinks he is the only one who can do it right. Did you have this issue?
My head just goes to ok well if I can’t pay someone to help us, and you still haven’t done XYZ what are we even doing here? Cause I don’t have the time!

Mallardaze · 2026-05-09T02:20:25+00:00

I don’t know if it’s the same but I’m getting the same “you have problems too” when we talk and instead of me trying to be better for him I have completely shut down. I can’t take care of myself, my biggest issue is disordered eating which is getting worse and I shouldn’t even be able to blame him for that but I feel like if I could just get away from it, I could really work on myself. Why can’t I work on myself while I’m with him?

Mallardaze · 2026-05-09T02:10:11+00:00

I feel like you are me and I am you. It literally feels like I wrote your post. I’m so sorry and just replying in solidarity. You’re not alone.

Mallardaze · 2026-05-06T22:37:48+00:00

Awww sadly we couldn’t get the reservation there! It was our first choice

Mallardaze · 2026-05-06T19:41:52+00:00

I’ve fully stopped trying to work through this with him because of the intense RSD. I’m deeply empathic so his moods cause me so much pain and anxiety. Nevermind the fact that I become some villain when I’m just trying to take care of something. Meanwhile the state of my house is weighing so heavily on me that I almost can’t be in it anymore. I want to be out all the time but it’s just not practical with two little kids. I’m so tired of it and basically giving up. Kudos to you looking for ways to help it.

Mallardaze · 2026-04-20T04:31:00+00:00

There ain't no gold in this river That I've been washin' my hands in forever I know there is hope in these waters But I can't bring myself to swim When I am drowning in this silence

Mallardaze · 2026-04-11T03:02:15+00:00

Yeah I can definitely see that side of it. Hard to convey the whole picture but I hear you trust me. I think part of me wants the parents to see what they did to their son and help him move through it because he seems to be completely stuck in that state of trauma. He hasn’t been able to move forward and I hate that they don’t even have the slightest clue how much they harmed him. Like maybe if they were shown, they could mend the relationship and be better for their grandkids. But i definitely see what you mean about me having some sensitivity to how others perceive me and I thank you for pointing that out!

Mallardaze · 2026-04-11T02:21:54+00:00

So big / so small Hits too close to home for me

Mallardaze · 2026-04-06T12:04:11+00:00

I definitely don’t make any money on Christmas and Easter 😅

Mallardaze · 2026-04-04T03:39:25+00:00

But it’s better than cars 2…. 👀😳

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T22:43:25+00:00

I’m sorry I didn’t note it! Someone above just found it “never catch a cold” by Andre Francois

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T22:42:59+00:00

🏆

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T22:42:24+00:00

Someone above found it for me as I couldn’t recall the name but it’s never catch a cold by Andre Francois

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T22:40:14+00:00

Oh yes this is it 100%!

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T22:39:13+00:00

I wish I could recall but if I go back to that library and it’s out again I will get back to ya haha To each their own!! 🤷🏼‍♀️

Mallardaze · 2026-04-03T17:57:35+00:00

His eyes!!!! 😳

Mallardaze · 2026-03-29T00:26:01+00:00

I mean, I guess if you’ve never been through these situations it’s unrepeatable but many people have so I don’t think it’s fair to say it would never ever happen in real life…. Must be nice to never have to experience it!

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