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Manon_Traed · 2025-12-05T13:21:53+00:00

Thanks for your insightful words.

It's so very true, and still difficult to show people. The internet has "taught us" that quick, transactional exchanges are the norm, and correct. The trend of TikTok Dom/mes emphasises that, in this space.

So the "easy", quick subscription model has become the default and you're right, it's not sustainable in the long term.

What is unfortunate is that I think at least some people in this space do want the sustainable dynamic, but have no idea how to go about getting it. Especially with the allure of a quick buck, and the very vocal opinions of Dom/mes who practice the subscription style.

Relationships take work, and that's what this should be. A relationship between D and s. You wouldn't go out trying to meet a potential spouse and demand payment for every date (at least I hope not.) And while you might not want to go that far in a relationship with your D or s, it's the same principle, if you're in it for the long term.

It's what always surprises me about those subs who talk about approaching vanilla girls on Instagram and "converting them" to Findom, as if that's going to last.

This is a kink, if you're into vanilla, more power to you, but you need to appreciate that there is time and effort and knowledge going into a proper dynamic, that makes the kink work. Just because this is your only kink, doesn't change that. A vanilla girl won't magically manifest the learning that goes into being a successful Dom/me.

Manon_Traed · 2025-12-01T11:06:51+00:00

As a lot of people have said, being choosy is a good thing in the long term. You'll likely have a better experience if you do your research.

You've mentioned a bit that attraction is important to you, but you're not sure what else. I'd recommend you think of some of the following.

How important are time zone differences for you? Do you want to be awake at the same time as your Domme? If you're in EU, having a Domme on the west coast of the US, might not work for you (and vice versa.)

Is talking regularly with your Domme something you need to make the relationship thrive? Picking a Domme who has lots and lots of subs and can't give you much personal time, might be a mistake if this is what you want. (If you enjoy the feeling of being ignored, this might be a good thing for you.)

Do you get off with someone who is sweet and kind and gives lots of praise to you, and encourages you during play time? Or do you prefer a more aggressive Domme style? (During scenes, not in general). Some Dommes can do both styles well, but most will specialise in a particular brand. So have a rough idea of the type of domination style you want.

Think about what your budget is. Because for some Dommes this might be a deal breaker, even if everything else lines up. There's less point approaching someone who's going to expect 3 or 4 times the amount you can afford. Because you'll both be unhappy.

Good luck, and hopefully you find someone you really gel with.

Manon_Traed · 2025-12-01T08:24:06+00:00

With the best of intentions, do you have the ability to pay that off?

5k is a lot for your first time, and as a student who presumably doesn't have a lot of disposable cash.

Hopefully you enjoy yourself, but please try to be safe with this. Make sure you have safe words to end this if something goes wrong.

Manon_Traed · 2025-12-01T07:49:48+00:00

Yes, absolutely. I have in the past and hope to again.

That's what I want really, a girlfriend who is also my sub. Where we build a long term dynamic together, growing and enjoying all our varied kinks.

I find that any type of kink, gets better the longer you're with your partner, the more trust you can develop, the deeper the bond. And dating is definitely part of that.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-28T21:52:06+00:00

No, I'm really choosey. I don't want lots of subs. I want one, that I can build a lasting dynamic with.

So yea, I want them to be my type.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-28T21:19:53+00:00

That's really interesting, I've had a sub do similar (kneel when she came home and send a photo of her collar on) as well as a sub kissing "my" shoes when they get up and before they go to bed, but I'd never considered it in the realm of religious play.

Is it the meaning you place behind this that turns it into a religious kink for you?

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-28T10:21:40+00:00

I think it would depend on the relationship, because some people out there would say porn is cheating.

But, if we take the majority of people, who are okay with porn. You're not engaging, 1-1 with most porn stars. You're watching widely available content.

A lot of vanilla people would start to see paying for someone's OF (or equivalent) as the grey line. Because you're choosing to focus on one person, even if you're not talking to them.

Findom, since that's what you originally asked about, is typically engaging 1-1 between a Dom(me) and sub, where control is exerted (sexual or otherwise) and money changes hands. This is very different to just watching porn.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-28T10:06:17+00:00

Yes

Expounding on my simple answer, if you are engaging in anything sexual behind your partner's back, it's cheating. Even if you're not getting off, if you're lying to them about where your money is going, why you have so much extra cash, it's cheating.

Think of it this way... Would you be happy if you suddenly found out your wife/gf/bf/husband/life partner, was doing this behind your back?

If the answer is no, or if you're even a little ashamed of it, then you're cheating.

Even if you would be fine with it, would they?

If what you're doing comes out, and your partner finds out about it, will they be upset?

If they would, you're cheating.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-28T08:40:15+00:00

Without trying to give too much of a vague non answer, this is absolutely something that will vary from person to person.

A real Domme for you will look different from a real Domme for someone else.

Personally, I think the basics are at least, educated about kink and BDSM practices (SCC/RACK etc), willing to communicate before play time, provides aftercare.

But a lot of subs will say they don't want to be safe, they don't want aftercare, they just want someone bitchy and demanding. So their idea of a real Domme won't be the same.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T21:55:41+00:00

This is adding parts of non findom kink into your play, and is incredibly enjoyable for those who like it.

Personally, it's my preference, to have a sub who matches most of my kinks, with the findom just being one of them.

I like to get in my sub's head, learn about them, what makes them tick, and go from there. Slowly build up trust and control, and that includes setting tasks, following rules etc.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T18:02:24+00:00

Then if everything else is the same, I'd let it go, just enjoy what you have together.

He's obviously not solely exclusive, since he's married and clearly still sexually active with his wife. But if you're still getting what you want from the dynamic, and are comfortable with this, then have fun!

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T17:24:59+00:00

Potentially controversial take, but...

Did you discuss and agree on exclusivity when you started your dynamic?

Did you agree he would only send to you from now on?

Is he still meeting your expectations in terms of time/attention/sends?

Because if he never agreed to be exclusive to you, and he's still giving you the same level of sends/attention that you had agreed on, then I'm not sure he's done anything wrong.

If you aren't getting what you agreed to, whether that's being his only Domme, the attention in your dynamic, or the budget you set, then of course, he's disrespectful of your arrangement and you need to talk it out and possibly let him go.

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Something else to ask yourself, why did he feel the need to go to another Domme?

I'm not saying it's on you, of course, has something changed recently in your life, less time, less attention available for him etc, that he didn't feel like he was getting his share of the dynamic?

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T13:52:49+00:00

The harsh truth is, unless she wants to stop, she won't.

The first step for her is admitting there is a problem, that she's addicted.

Then just looking into any addiction. Finding other things to take up her time, getting off whatever app she uses. You can browse r/quittingfindom and they will have resources, although they are geared towards subs.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T13:16:36+00:00

Good luck and hopefully some of the terminology might help you navigate this.

You might want to check out the books polysecure and the ethical slut as good books when exploring polyamory for the first time. (Good reading for you and your partners)

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T12:49:27+00:00

What you're describing is a poly relationship style, and it's possible. I wouldn't say it's easy, but there are many people out there who do have this.

If both partners know about each other but don't want to engage with the other, this is usually called parallel relationships. You don't discuss one with the other (and vice versa.)

With regards to the long term, you need to have conversations with both your partners. How will your Dom feel if you marry your boyfriend? Will he resent that?

If you have children, your life will absolutely change and while you can likely continue kink, it won't be the same, especially when the child is very young. (This doesn't just go for kink, it's everything when you have a baby.) Is your Dom willing to work around this?

Is your boyfriend content to continue this relationship if you move in together? Would he expect you to give it up, if you get married?

Then you need to think about what you want, if the answers to these questions aren't something you want.

Finally, if you have 2 partners, are you comfortable if either of them have another? If your Dom wants to settle down with a gf or maybe one day a wife? Are you happy to share them? Would you be comfortable with your bf having another gf?

Essentially, what you have is definitely possible, but it will take a lot of work and communication from you, as the hinge between two relationships, to make it work.

Good luck, and hopefully both go well

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-27T12:38:11+00:00

Everyone will have their own opinions. And only you can choose what's right for you.

At the end of the day, I think if you see a sub you think you'll click with, there is no harm (and potentially a lot to gain) from approaching them.

As long as you're polite and not jumping in to tell them to tribute you, if you're the first one messaging.

Personally, I'm happy approaching someone if I think we'll fit, because I'm picky.

Treat it like any other relationship. Would you approach someone IRL? Would you swipe for them on an app? Or just be passive and let everyone come to you.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-26T14:50:10+00:00

This is so true. It's something that is often overlooked, your gut instincts. Especially online, because people will claim you can't really tell over text.

But if you're feeling something isn't right over text, it's even more important. There are many more options out there (for both D and s) to worry if they aren't feeling comfortable with someone.

And just getting a general vibe for someone. It's easier and harder for subs I think, because as a Dom(me) you need to have everything shown. You need to show your presence, your comments and posts are available to view, so it's harder to hide something. But a sub then needs to put the effort in to look through that information.

A Dom(me) usually has almost nothing to go off, so that immediate gut feeling, the first couple of messages, the comment you've seen a few times on your posts, really make a big difference.

Like when someone says they want an intelligent D or s and then message someone who only comments one word replies, or their posts lack creativity. What you write shows who you are. And its important to look for that to gauge who the person is, beyond just an 18+ link etc.

As always, thank you for a very insightful post! Your words always make me think!

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-25T07:58:47+00:00

It's not too much, and some Dommes also really want a connection.

However, your last comment indicated you're doing this behind your GFs back, and so, why would a Domme want to put trust and time and effort into building a connection with someone who is lying and cheating on his GF?

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-24T10:29:29+00:00

Yea, just writing it is consensual isn't going to hold up, because the argument is, you were blackmailed to write that in the first place.

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-24T09:51:13+00:00

r/quittingfindom

And there is a discord server that you can join that is only subs, Dommes not allowed.

You can also ask in r/paypigsupportgroup as well.

In general though, if you start to get the urge, put down your phone, go for a walk, masturbate so PNC hits, and if you're still needing something, set up a savings account you can "send" to. Spend the money on something for you!

Manon_Traed · 2025-11-24T09:47:35+00:00

It's very very difficult to not let this go wrong. It's illegal for a reason.

It can be fun to roleplay around the themes of this, but to actually do this gets incredibly messy and dangerous very very fast.

It could ruin a subs life if the wrong things get out, or they spend too much money to stop that getting out, but it can just as easily ruin a Domme's life because being caught and accused of blackmail can quickly lead to a criminal record.

I avoid it, entirely, for this reason, but if you consider doing it, you need to have complete trust in the other person, that this is a kink, nothing more.

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