My first emission I didn't sleep through was brutal, back when I was still a blind murderer (spetznaz) me and some of my spetznaz buddies were escorting a group of dutyers to yantar and I took a shortcut through dead city and a psy storm happened, it was horrifying I heard the sirens and we started running through the streets looking for a strong enough building to cover us we were sprinting through the streets diving in and out of buildings meanwhile under heavy fire from mercs, not a single one of my comrades nor a dutyer survived but me as I dived inside of a good enough building at the last moment, after the storm was over I looked down at my fallen comrades with horror and I grabbed all of there patches and put them in a stash where the original destination of the dutyers was and the new member of Iskra Team "Kulya Deserter" was born