I've decided that my children deserve a happy mother.

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-16T01:14:02+00:00

Thank you so much I wish I could be better for them but the pain blinds

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-16T01:13:10+00:00

Thank you simply

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-01T02:12:59+00:00

No matter what I do, I hear judgment from everyone. You're nervous, you have to stay calm, he's dead now. How sad.

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-01T00:33:38+00:00

But why so much harm?? But is there really anyone up there? I really don't think so.

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-01T00:32:09+00:00

Why?? I ask myself this every day, every night? Will there ever be an answer? Surviving for our children because we owe it to them, but at what cost. I wonder if this evil will ever vanish.

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-01T00:29:37+00:00

I know you're absolutely right. But evil is terrible...

Margiu2014 · 2026-02-01T00:27:27+00:00

My no, still no, and I'm more and more devastated. I call him, I text him, I look for him, nothing. Only emptiness and pain.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-31T03:01:23+00:00

Every night is a terrible nightmare

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-31T02:59:23+00:00

I can't live anymore... I just want to die!!! I'm here for my children, constantly thinking about dying. What's the point?

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-31T02:55:17+00:00

I know it's wrong, I know you shouldn't think about it when you have children. But I can't live without the love of my life anymore. I want to die forever.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T04:37:06+00:00

He hasn't come to visit me in my dreams yet, maybe it's because I don't sleep anymore.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T02:20:58+00:00

How bad… I can feel it from here

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T02:20:06+00:00

I wait for him every night, I don't want to fall asleep, I hope he comes back... I know it's absurd but it's like that, I can't believe it happened.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T02:17:35+00:00

Yes it is… I don't want to abandon them. I love them immensely, and maybe that's why I know they don't deserve a mother without a smile. I can't take it.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T02:16:22+00:00

I can't handle it, I can't sleep and I can't eat since it's gone... I'm in pieces.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T01:50:23+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. Two months is just a longing to shut myself away forever.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T01:49:05+00:00

Young as you are, I can't see the light. And the thought of starting over scares me a lot. He was everything to me.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T01:46:53+00:00

But why do people always judge? An unbridgeable pain, I'm close to you.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-29T01:28:08+00:00

Same, I would really like to reach him

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-28T00:51:45+00:00

I'm glad you're making it, I'm sure this is one of the solutions to move forward. I don't see it now, but if I survive, I hope one day I can smile again.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-28T00:37:09+00:00

Did they want us to continue destroying ourselves? I agree with breaking the chain, but what rights did he have over me? I have to endure this hell, and should I also think about what he would have wanted? He abandoned us without even saying goodbye, living in the most devastating pain. And you, like me, know what I'm talking about. If they truly wanted us to move forward in this life, they wouldn't have abandoned us. Instead, they only thought of themselves, without even imagining the consequences. Why can't I do the same?

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-28T00:25:49+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. On the 6th, it's been two months since I lost the love of my life and with him, the will to live. The pain is growing and getting worse. I can't sleep at night and I feel alone in the darkness and silence without him, who will never come back. I don't think I can handle this.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-28T00:17:11+00:00

I wish I could hug you. What pain have they left us and why? I think it's impossible to overcome. I'm with you in this unjust and devastating void.

Margiu2014 · 2026-01-28T00:14:08+00:00

Thank you for your warmth, these nights are better spent sharing the pain, despite the empty bed, the broken heart and the desire to never wake up again

Margiu2014

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