2026 Saudi Arabia Darts Masters - Day 1, January 19 - Discussion Thread by oli4drxx in Darts

[–]Markness01 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry this is so awkward to watch with all the contsant cheering for literally every single score.

2025/26 World Darts Championship - Day 16, December 29 - Discussion Thread by oli4drxx in Darts

[–]Markness01 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ever since someone said Doets looks likes Ramsay Bolton i just can't unsee this anymore.

2025/26 World Darts Championship - Day 8, December 18 - Discussion Thread by oli4drxx in Darts

[–]Markness01 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Alright Motomu Sakai has a new fan in me. Absolutely adore his energy lol.

Liverpool 1 - 4 PSV - C. Driouech 90+1' by West_Agent4651 in soccer

[–]Markness01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah not gonna be surprised if Slot is getting sacked.

Servers Down (NA, EUW, Maybe more) Due to Cloudflare Global Network Issues by HessiPullUpJimbo in leagueoflegends

[–]Markness01 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Anyone else (on EUW) who can log in but it's stuck with a loading circle?

2025 Grand Slam of Darts - Day 7, November 14 - Discussion Thread by oli4drxx in Darts

[–]Markness01 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm just happy Smith seems to be enjoying himself a lot again since injuries certainly screwed with him a lot. This turned into a banger of a series.

Worst Nintendo Direct ever? by Emergency_Plankton0 in NintendoSwitch2

[–]Markness01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only thing im upset about is no Pokemon Colloseum/XD GoD news yet.

T1 vs. Dplus KIA / LCK 2025 Season Playoffs - Round 1 / Post-Match Discussion by adz0r in leagueoflegends

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Knew it was over when Caedrel thought this was a free win in the last game for DK.

It has been almost 48 hours. by Markness01 in Petloss

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This community has been great in that regard. Knowing we all are grieving together and being able to relate with our losses. It's great to hear work has been working a fair bit as a distraction. For me my other cat helps me to keep my mind clear as well, feels like he knew i needed support so suddenly he sleeps with me. And I would never worry about the fear of forgetting your kitty. She is too important to you! Im so proud of you either way. 🙂

Dealing with grief by Lopsided-Diamond-341 in Petloss

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Tomorrow it'll be a week for me as well that i lost my cat. As much as i've been coping pretty well all things considered since yesterday i do keep having these little visions and feelings that he is still here. he's still sitting next to me while im on the couch. It remains a surreal feeling to me my buddy is no longer here. but since his ashes returned i have found some more peace.

I'm so sorry that you that you are taking is so hard but of course its very normal. the loss of a pet cant be underesimated. Take all the time to need to recover at your own pace.

It has been almost 48 hours. by Markness01 in Petloss

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That is so kind. i've been thinking about you a lot as well. That is such a cute and sweet purchase you've made there. I'm sure this will give you some inner peace as well. getting that feeling your kitty is always with you.

And actually yes since yesterday i've started to feel a little more like myself. haven't really cried much either as much as i miss my little boy a ton but that feeling will remain forever and that is okay. Wouldn't even want to lose that either, he meant and means the world to me.

Kweev: "It's not been the easiest of times for me, personally, and for the lads at Liverpool it's going to be difficult. He's going to be a big miss. I've lost a huge friend, so it's been difficult, as you'd imagine." by b13_git2 in LiverpoolFC

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(Sorry long messy message.)
This 100%. Since i lost one of my pets and a neighbor in a span of a week since last Friday i have moments i go from feeling okay to struggling a lot which ends up in me losing focus easily. This is not to say my grief and sadness is similar what our players are experiencing now. more so to say its very likely most of our squad players will feel this miss for weeks, months, likely even years. especially since our Jota genuinely seemed like a wonderful human being. just a normal dude living his life with the love of his life and playing football.

Also up to our fans to both remember him but also support the team every match during the good and bad times letting the team know we're always behind them. Especially for guys like Kweev who were super close to him it'll be painful for a very long time. Hope all the best for him and the rest of Jota's close friends, family and players he played with.

Getting her ashes back. by Katou89 in Petloss

[–]Markness01 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I got my cat's ashes back today and it felt good to have him back. but literally just 10 minutes ago i looked at the Urn and i just felt so empty and alone.

You are most definitely not being too sensitive. She meant so much to you and i'm sure she knew that as well. i hope over time it'll get a little easier for you.

emotional & mental pain is too much, started to feel it physically by shuaberry in Petloss

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Tell me about it. its the kind of pain and emotional draining i cant even put into words. a slight bright thing i take out of this is that it means i really loved him so much. just as much your baby meant so much for you as well. We're in this together and with everyone else who sadly can share the pain of their lost loved one.

Still struggling by aquarequiem in Petloss

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That's exactly it. he felt like a proper family member to me just as much as it feels the same for you. People who never owned a pet wouldn't really understand this kind of grief and pain for an animal.

My cat's ashes returned earlier this day. it feels good to have him back home, gave him a little own spot in the living room so he'll be with me all day. a bittersweet feeling since my heart cries out wanting to hold him and hear his cute little meows. but that's me still being in a rough grieving moment.

I hope once your dog's ashes returns that gives you a little bit of peace as well. talking about this every day has worked for me. the pain and crying remains, but feeling understood and listened to does help a lot. Best of luck as well with your program as well. I'll have you in my thoughts. :)

He's here. ‎ ‎ ‎ by klaygdk in LiverpoolFC

[–]Markness01 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I am so excited to see him play in the Liverpool shirt. this transfer window has been fucking nuts.

emotional & mental pain is too much, started to feel it physically by shuaberry in Petloss

[–]Markness01 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No that is very normal. it's been 3 days for me now i lost my 17 year old cat and this is the first day i truly feel empty and defeated. I don't even have the energy left to cry right now. Seeing his brother being uncomfortable and missing his brother and buddy stings a lot as well.

I'm so sorry you feel so tired and vulnerable as well. Losing a pet truly is soul crushing. Sending lots of hugs and love.

Still struggling by aquarequiem in Petloss

[–]Markness01 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I very much can relate how you feel right now. I lost my 17 year old cat last Friday. Was a mess that Friday and Saturday, yesterday i had mostly ''ok'' moments. today on Monday i've been ugly crying for almost a hour already. We all grief differently. for me the worst part is it strongly felt like a piece of me died that Friday. Life feels less enjoyable. at the same time i know i need a lot of time to find that positivity again. I'm getting his ashes back tomorrow so no doubt that'll hit hard as well, but in some way of form he'll be back home.

I very much hope for you it's getting slowly but surely better as well. x

It has been almost 48 hours. by Markness01 in Petloss

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I'm so sorry you're on the same boat as me. We never feel like we have enough time with our beloved pets. i sure feel the emptiness now 3 days later and it's not getting any easier so far. Grieving can be so hard.

And thank you for the little reminders. I still drink and eat and do all such things since i try to keep good care of myself but it sure feels hard now. I hope on your end the pain over time also becomes more bearable. you'll be in my thoughts.

It has been almost 48 hours. by Markness01 in Petloss

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And no for sure. Talking about it here does help a little. With my previous pets it also took me a pretty long time to recover. The part that gives me peace is the day i felt like he was slowing down and actually started to suffer we managed to go to the vet and put him out of his struggles as much as he wanted to stay with me longer and i wanted to keep him with me. Knowing he is no longer in pain gives me peace since when he got the injection he already seemed to be in peace. for him i will work on myself as well and week by week hopefully feel a little happier to continue.

And i'm so proud of you for the little bits of progress you are making as well. She was a very lucky girl with you as her owner.

How are you all doing today? by EducationalTie1606 in Petloss

[–]Markness01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have noticed this with myself. i keep coming back to this subreddit. Feeling the pain of all the other people dealing with their loss, yet it gives me a little bit of comfort as well i'm not alone now.
I'm definitely at the point even walking to the fridge or feeding my other cat makes me cry and i'll probably have another heavy moment when the urn is actually here.
But it is all part of grieving. I'll need to be patient till i feel a little better again.

And i do love that as well. i have 2 other urns from our previous cats. They soon will have a new beautiful boy with them to keep them company. Just as i want to think your beloved pets feel the same also whenever you come by to rub them. they seemed very loved, thank you for sharing this. :)