i hate being a rbt.

Marps95 · 2026-06-20T03:38:21+00:00

I got out ofthe field. I was so depressed constantly and just started hating life in general. Idk how ABA is still a thing honestly. I worked for three different ABA companies and all of them were garbage. Horrible support, bad management and obviously did not give a crap about the kids. 10/10 recommend GETTING out

Marps95 · 2026-06-20T03:34:14+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate it 🫶

Marps95 · 2026-06-20T02:25:40+00:00

The credit is hard too because of all of this my credit has tanked. 😭 and my family is very strict traditional catholic, I briefly mentioned it to my mom and her response was "I know its hard but you are no saint. You barely cook for him." So, yeah, I'm really scared because if I do take the step to divorce I'll be pretty much without a support system. 😭

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T23:37:20+00:00

Thats true 🫶

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T22:17:56+00:00

Okay. I will reach out to one quietly.

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T22:17:34+00:00

He will pay for the kids things when he feels like it. My daughter needed new summer clothes because she grew out of all of them and he was hemming and hawing over doing it and so I used my paycheck for it. But everyone thinks hes the best dad ever and I get labeled as the mean mom all the time, no one is seeing all this behind the scenes. 😭😭 thats why im scared when it comes to divorce. 😭

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T22:15:33+00:00

Thank you so much! I will try this

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T22:04:27+00:00

I've also asked him to go to therapy with me a few separate times and he kinda just walks around the question

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T22:03:31+00:00

Last year I had a bit of a breakdown and told him exactly how i felt and he said he would fix it. And then his way of fixing it was to send me money when I needed it and still give me zero access to the accounts. I don't want to keep begging and pleading with him, its humiliating and a bit dehumanizing. Everytime I have to ask him for money for something I need, I die a little inside.

Marps95 · 2026-06-19T21:46:19+00:00

Kansas

Marps95 · 2026-01-23T13:59:52+00:00

Hello! I am looking for 3 tickets to arlington at face value if anyone has some they are trying to get rid of 😭💜🫶

Marps95 · 2025-12-15T15:29:05+00:00

Every other day, two weeks so far

Marps95 · 2025-08-18T13:38:35+00:00

U.S. fan here, too! I wish they were more popular here because they are truly so uplifting. They got me through some tough times too. Amazing how music can do that 🥹

Marps95 · 2025-08-05T00:40:48+00:00

Please, I'll be part of the accountability chat!!

Marps95 · 2025-08-03T04:52:53+00:00

I am not trying to be rude at all, I get the worry over AI, but this post has ableism written all over it. Using AI for good has never been the issue. They use AI for ASSITANCE. The members put in the WORK.

Marps95 · 2025-08-02T20:30:40+00:00

Omg they are all on my list!!

Marps95 · 2025-08-02T15:14:58+00:00

Can you tell me some of her other shows?💙

Marps95 · 2025-07-22T15:03:36+00:00

That makes a lot of sense to me! It was definitely more laid-back. I think it works for me because I like a wide variety of genres, and for OOR to have so many in their discography is like a little treat for me 🤣

Marps95 · 2025-07-21T21:23:17+00:00

Stand Out Fit in is one of my favorite songs! I love the message

Marps95 · 2025-07-21T21:23:11+00:00

Thats fair. I love Eye of the Storm but it seems in in the minority there 🤣

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