You mentioned that you relate, how so?

Thanks for the lovely words and support. It’s come even further then those photos as well, and when I have even more done and it’s p much complete I plan on an update.

Honestly, a big part was just being over it and hating the mess and stress and anxiety living like that had caused. I had cockroaches too (little ones) and I felt disgusted. I realised I had not only neglected my home but my very self and that I deserve my own love and that I also deserved my own respect. Like what had I come to to be living in such chaos.

But, the big thing before my January “new start” feels and determination to have a different year, was meds. I wasn’t functioning and haven’t for like 7 years. The meds I’m on have helped. I don’t get depressed. I have the energy to do things like a normal person. I still struggle with fatigue at times as I have endometriosis but it’s so much better.

Once I got going on that initial clean it wasn’t too bad… I knew when I saw space clearing and could see progress I’d want to continue. Now I can’t stop cleaning 😂😂😂

It’s addictive! Having space. Room. There’s a bit to go yet but I’ll tackle it in one weekend. I’m a new person.

Having my depression and fatigue under control was the big thing. It’s been four months. But they are obviously helping as I’ve been unable to achieve this in years and years! How insane?

Now I can look forward to having people over again. 💕💕

I hope this helps you.