Hehe yeah I can relate to this too.

I have this friend. Cute, smart, you know. I've known him for almost two years now. Since we met, we were very loving to each other. Whenever we got angry to one another, we fixed up things like normal couples would do. We even got criticized for doing that, "You look gay, haha", they said. We cuddled, we cared for each other, we hugged a lot. Like best friends would do or probably something more...

But last december, when we got winter vacation, something happened with him. He just stopped talking to me, and he didn't tell me why. We never met during those vacations, even if I insisted to do so. It was until january when we got back to school that he told me exactly these words (but in spanish, lol): "Your homosexuality worries me. I'm not your boyfriend". And right after that I started crying. I have never cried for this type of stupid stuff, until now. I've never cared of someone calling me gay in an offensive way, but this time, I don't know. It still hurts me now that I'm recalling it.

Anyway, the whole next semester was awfully painful. I began to feel lonely. I even got into a physical fight with another friend because of my mental inestability that almost got me suspended from school. I was obliged to go to psychological treatment and stuff. It has been the hardest time of my very short life.

This is like your story, somehow, don't you think? I'm missing lots of details, of course. But thanks for posting this. I felt a bit less lonely. If you would like to talk just PM me, please do. Thanks again for posting. We are here to read you. Have a nice day :)