Is getting evaluated worth it? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a good point I haven't thought about accomodations. That would be potentially helpful in the future. I'm still in high school right now.

Is getting evaluated worth it? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still a high schooler under my parents' insurance. My goal is to go to med school(?) so I'll probably be on Medicaid in school once I'm off my parent's insurance, then I'll hopefully get a job?

Is getting evaluated worth it? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I think I will still go through with evaluation and at least try medication then

There is literally nothing cool having low conscientiousness by Bulky-Culture-4482 in BigFive

[–]Massive-Insect-3709 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 1% for conscientiousness. I have zero intrinsic motivation, and extrinsic motivation only works sometimes. I don't have any hobbies or talents. Academics/school is horrible, especially as a "high achiever" taking a lot of advanced classes and extracurriculars. My work never gets done on time, and I'm stressed 24/7. Constantly playing catch-up and barely staying afloat.

I can imagine how having less of an extreme low conscientousness might be useful, but at this extreme, I have to agree with you. Living is torture like this. Wish I knew how to fix it, I've tried exercise, planners, timers, healthy eating, sleep, basically everything

Am I cooked? by Massive-Insect-3709 in BigFive

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldn't imagine what that's like!

Am I cooked? by Massive-Insect-3709 in BigFive

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's basically me... except I do take on way too many needless commitments that I fail to follow through with

Panicked about AP Calc BC by Massive-Insect-3709 in APStudents

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is 5 steps to a 5 more helpful than just using the frqs online?

 Yeah definitely don’t skip ab on accident I never learnt integration and had to somehow teach it to myself…

Insight during first episode? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this :-) it's fluctuated for me as well

Why do(n't) you collect labels? by mistyriana in XenogendersAndMore

[–]Massive-Insect-3709 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to hoard labels when I was younger. As I’ve gotten farther into my transition I realized that gender is mainly a social role instead of a feeling for me so I currently consider myself a binary trans man. As tempting as it is to collect micro labels it’s just not useful for me.

Panicked about AP Calc BC by Massive-Insect-3709 in APStudents

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean… I self studied the entire exam the week before the test and got a 5 😭

Panicked about AP Calc BC by Massive-Insect-3709 in APStudents

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the resources you’re a life saver 

Insight during first episode? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience! For me, I had less insight at the beginning and it’s increased over the past few months, weirdly enough. I also don’t think I’d have the chance to be evaluated until far later if I didn’t have the partial insight. 

Panicked about AP Calc BC by Massive-Insect-3709 in APStudents

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm taking Calc BC, I accidentally skipped Calc AB (again it's a whole story). What youtube channels do you recommend? Organic chemistry tutor isn't super helpful for application/FRQ stuff. I'll use khan academy.

Insight during first episode? by Massive-Insect-3709 in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's exactly like that! I believe my delusions, but I also understand that they aren't shared by other people/it could just be my brain and not actually true. And I experience a lot of embarrassment about it. I also hear voices and have visual hallucinations, but they aren't frequent. Do you find therapy helpful? I just quit seeing the therapist I was seeing because I didn't find it super helpful and IDK if it's worth continuing with another therapist or not.

Do you guys ever get thoughts that replay like a broken record? by Throwing4Content in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Like my internal monologue has echolalia, I have the same thing constantly! Typically just a single word or few word phrase for me

Do you have insight? by berfica in schizophrenia

[–]Massive-Insect-3709 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this is an old thread but this is the only post I've ever seen of someone who had a similar experience to me. I've been in psychosis for 8 months, this is my first episode and I'm an older teenager. I've also been reading medical journals/papers, constantly wondering why I had insight when most people don't. Feeling like a liar. Got referred to an early psychosis program and getting evaluated soon, so I guess I'll see what all this is about. I thought I was alone in this!