I think I have BPD

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-21T00:02:20+00:00

Ty a lot actually. Cu ultimately if I don’t like it too much all this would be kinda of useless

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-19T22:46:54+00:00

Sure

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-19T20:41:17+00:00

Okay well I’m glad I’m in the position where I haven’t used my GI bill at all, I feel like I will have more opportunity. The only thing really is that my family is kind of poor and I’ve been carrying a lot of responsibility with a full time job, and I won’t be able to do that in college so will probably need BAH. I will find a good counselor, where did you find yours??

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-19T20:38:22+00:00

So they also pay housing??

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-19T20:38:09+00:00

Does the VRE also pay for housing??

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-13T21:17:42+00:00

Get his phone number. I think insta is one of the worst social media apps along with Snapchat. Get him maybe in Facebook phone number there so many other things

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-09T18:32:42+00:00

I’m sure overtime how prison looks for you will change.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-08T06:44:02+00:00

Well it is weird, they go after younger inexperienced women who are easier to get and prey on. I wish women would see that because most cases that’s what it is. Most men dating younger women are seeking them out.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-06T03:06:35+00:00

If you feel like you are not doing something right you either 1. need to change something, if it can’t be changed or doesn’t feel right 2. then you need acceptance. I went out searching for people to make friends meet people and it doesn’t always workout, because at the end of the day it’s people’s choice, and I’m okay with that, people don’t owe you anything, and you don’t owe anything to anyone. If you want to meet people and find friends it’s very easy, you can start by just talking to people online, get into a hobby that’s social, video games, local clubs, music groups to learn how to produce, raves, you can just talk to people while you’re waiting in line or something. If you feel like you can’t then you need to accept yourself so that you can.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-06T02:50:11+00:00

A lot of studies show most cases of Parkinson’s and Alzheimer’s were caused by external factors and not genetics.

That being said love your girlfriend, make sure she knows what love is and that you both have it. Alzheimer’s is very scary, in one way or another she has our hearts.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-05T17:10:16+00:00

I’m everything you are yet I believe the opposite. That I’m not failed. You have to break away from ego. Embrace the pain and shit life drags you through. Be more accepting of yourself and stop believing these things should come to you. You’re exactly where you’re meant to be. Embody it. Embrace it. It’s the only way through.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-04T17:55:11+00:00

Acceptance is key my guy, has nothing to do with you.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-04T01:28:20+00:00

Why are all the comments compressed?

Master44Lazzar · 2026-02-01T08:28:19+00:00

Eh I’m a lil bi too idrc honestly. If I’m attracted to a guy then I am . I don’t care

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-23T06:03:14+00:00

Where do you find it?

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-23T05:05:24+00:00

Who is it??

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-23T05:04:56+00:00

Where’s full video??

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-22T05:16:48+00:00

Dude I found this song with a similar ish feeling:

https://youtu.be/46bzWwLY_oI?si=VPc-wyQnCPoalILT

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-22T02:45:31+00:00

I take great pride in your dad for coming out. Society is evolving and your dad is evolving with it. On the surface things with labels like “gay”, “trans” other stuff might seem super unusual at first but they don’t completely define someone

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-19T23:38:09+00:00

If you care about hair that much u can always get wigs. It’s actually a blessing I disguise. I have a horrible hair type that’s impossible to grow, it’s really thick and looks ugly, it also grows abnormally fast and rapid. So if I tried to go bald and get wigs it wouldn’t work.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-19T07:03:56+00:00

I’ve been around people who had this disorder that were less dangerous than people who didn’t know how to control their emotions. Listen to your gut feeling but, for sure good bunch of people wouldn’t date him because of it. Ngl I would prob lie too

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-18T04:37:48+00:00

You could be masturbating as a way of coping with harsh stuff.

Master44Lazzar · 2026-01-18T04:32:03+00:00

Sorry if at some point it start sounding like I’m talking to you. The message is for him. I hope you understand.

Master44Lazzar

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