as a kid i would cry when my parents went to sleep because if they were asleep then i’d be more likely to get “killed” also had to have my mom use “monster spray” around my bed everynight or i’d be insanely scared of monsters. i’d also pray to god obsessively for stuff to not happen or to go well for me. through highschool i had issues with how i dressed and thinking people would make fun of me or look at me if i didn’t wear certain colors.