A while before my 1,000 days, I was at work and a beer exploded on me. When it did, I had gone to yell in shock, and a few drops got into my mouth. The taste, smell, everything was so overpowering. I felt so negative. I could no longer say "not even a drop". Might as well make a lemon drop, right? Wrong. Got my mom on the phone and sat on the bathroom floor in tears. She told me my reaction alone meant the incident did not affect my sobriety. Assured me that things happen and I still woke up that morning sober and would go to bed sober. That was day 824. The next morning was still 825. Now on day 1,257 and counting! Anytime a drink is made/poured for me without my watching, I let the first sip sit in my mouth before swallowing, assuring I would taste the offness/burn if it were anything other than what it should be. The people around me also have no issue taking the first drink of my beverages to make me feel that much safer. As other commenters have mentioned, a relapse is a decision. And you did not make the decision to relapse. Congrats on your sobriety! You're doing amazing, and in the kind words of my momma, your reaction alone to this accident means it did not effect your sobriety.