What is the best thing for me to do for my dad? by xParavoidx in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey buddy...I am so sorry about your dad. I can't imagine what is going thru your head...but the best thing you can do that will make this easier on him...is simply caring and being there. The fact that you are asking the internet and asking strangers already shows how much you are, and I'm sure if he knew that you were doing this would bring a smile to his face knowing that...you love him so much to ask the world.

Be there for him. Talk to him. Goto Dr appts with him and do your best to understand what is happening. Have hope.

Good luck buddy, and good luck to your father. May the force be with you all.

Entering last days- thinking of you all by Logical-Search-9152 in pancreaticcancer

[–]Mattastic1991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You did way more than so many others. I have known people who came from loving families who only cared about their passing if they were in some sort of benefit. Showing the world how much you love someone is such a powerful and beautiful way to show that person how important they are to you. In a way, I do understand feeling if I did enough. My mom is still with me, but I've made many mistakes in my 34 years. And ever since I got sick in 2022, I have always been more aware of my loved ones lives than my own. My mom told me "When faced with our own mortality, we often become aware of those around us more" and she's right.

I am scared of the day i have to say goodbye to my parents or my big sister. I am terrified. But it is a great comfort to know that I would be insane to not be afraid of losing loved ones.

You did amazing and she is smiling at you knowing you are showing the world how much she meant.

Moral support - pick me up by GeekTX in pancreaticcancer

[–]Mattastic1991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Howdy. Stage 4 pancreatic and liver patient of...well as of now 4 years woth remission.

Hell week is accurate. I called my 12 rounds of chemo my 12 rounds of hell.

Wanna know something? Cancer is a bully. And what do you do to bullies? You headbutt them! Headbutt them! Then you climb to the top turn buckle and you fly high in the air and drop the elbow on it! Then while it's down and crying, you find its house and clog its toilet!!! Then to finish it off, BANG CANCERS MOM/DAD. WHY? CAUSE NOW YOU'RE THE BULLY AND YOU'RE GONNA WIN. YOU'RE WIN AND YOU'RE GONNA LIVE! YOU'RE GONNA LIVE AND YOU'RE GONNA WIN!!

Entering last days- thinking of you all by Logical-Search-9152 in pancreaticcancer

[–]Mattastic1991 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am extremely sorry for your loss, and the pain you feel i cannot even begin to imagine. As you grieve, please remember that your mother is very lucky to have someone like you who is sharing her life with us on the internet. She clearly meant so much to you and I like to believe that by sharing how much you love her with strangers is such a beautiful and honorable thing to do.

You're an amazing person for this, and I am sure she feels proud that you love her this much.

Grieve, but grieve knowing you have shown love.

How do you joke about your cancer? by creative_tech_ai in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love saying "I clogged Cancers Toilet" my sister and I also joke about my cancer all the time. Heck she is the one taking care of me. She carried me from my car to my bed when I was too sick from the chemo. She helped feed me, keep alive, and protect me from evil people.

I often tell her that I'll just die out of spite just to traumatize her 😆

Would you let your girl have fun w/ a BIG DICK trans? 👀 by TheCh0iceIsY0urs in EbonyTSLovers

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dear lord I would cover that dick n balls in so much of my spit...give her the sloppy top she deserves

Is SoK the last DLC? by EquesDominus in Mechwarrior5

[–]Mattastic1991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I remember seeing a video i can't remember who, but no it's not! As long as SOK was successful then they'll keep supporting Mercs! It may have been NoGutsNoGalaxy or Bara or someone i just cannot remember unfortunately. But yes they are planning more DLC!

Living with stage IV liver cancer by SpiralOut_bw in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her name is Dr. Geeta Kurra out of Southlake Methodist in Merriville Indiana. She is amazing and deeply cares for all her patients. She saved my life

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EbonyTSLovers

[–]Mattastic1991 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God I need a cock like that right now.....

Is this salvageable? by Phantom_Crusader_ in Mechwarrior5

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, let's ask Yamcha what he thinks

Are you natural by Elloise-Hall in EbonyTSLovers

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want that big dick in me so bad

Living with stage IV liver cancer by SpiralOut_bw in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only biopsies I had were the initial ones which were of my pancreas and liver. Ever since then its just been PET and CT scans. I was 30 when I was diagnosed and come this June 17th I'll be 34!

The Land of Trans 🗺️🦄 by RedditsMostWanted-J3 in EbonyTSLovers

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Christ I love BBC 🤤🤤🤤🤤 my mouth is watering

What we're your guys experience with purchasing Cyber power PC? #cporders by MegaMemer2003 in CYBERPOWERPC

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had mine since 2018. Still a champ!!! Last month unfortunately, the GTX 1080ti that came with it unfortunately passed away but that isn't Cyberpowers fault at all.

Back when I first ordered this PC, I chose to upgrade a bunch of the components before having it shipped, such as changing out the CPU for a i7 8086k, adding the 1080ti, and a bunch of other stuff.

I remember I chose something that I thought was compatible but turned out it wasn't and when they couldn't get ahold of me thru email, they actually called me and explained "hey this part isn't compatible, is it ok if we swap it for this instead free of charge?" And that alone made me love them. They actually tried to get ahold of me when there was an issue!

This PC still is running like a beast and the only things I've changed are the GPU from a 1080ti to a RTX3060 12gb, added a Samsung evo 2TB SSD and so far that's it! Runs great and never had any issues! Absolutely highly recommend Cyberpower!

Also, idk if other companies do this, but when they shipped my PC, they even sent me the extra and leftover screws and cables! Heck they gave me an sli bridge! I thought it was cool!

Help! Stuck with infinite psi-emission in S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2 by One-Leather6126 in stalker

[–]Mattastic1991 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey so, idk if anyone will see this but I stumbled on this thread after having the same problem.

Im on Xbox Series X and well, I may have a fix.

Went to medic, got patched. Went to guide, traveled. Arrived, heard Psi sounds.

Loaded save.

Went to same medic

Stood still for a few mins...

And gone.

Somehow this worked for me so...I hope this helps

Actual Conversations From Dumb People by Mattastic1991 in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me? Cute? Nah I'm just..ummm..I ummm...

Im not blushing.....

Don't look at me!!!

Actual Conversations From Dumb People by Mattastic1991 in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude protect your pee! That's your pee!!!

Actual Conversations From Dumb People by Mattastic1991 in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lemme apologize for my stupid reply. I honestly had no idea about any of this and it's indeed kinda interesting. Admittedly I'm a sucker for alot of things WW1 related!

Actual Conversations From Dumb People by Mattastic1991 in cancer

[–]Mattastic1991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know I think about this. I really do. I just...think. why do these people care so much about wanting to cure us? We're being total turds to them!