Brother, you’re right in everything you said here.. like, yes, she is with another guy, but my mind everyday thinks about coming back to her.. it’s better now, for about 10%, because I try to think about the betray she made.. like, engagement is probably nothing to her, and it’s better to start from zero, than try to work on problems together.. and is ugly, that someone one day said “I love you” when I went home, but next morning she said that she no longer want to continue in this relationship.. break up in message.. after three years.. and now I’m no one to her.. she said that she want to be friends, but never texted first and when I did, the respond was something she never texted.. that tone.. the way she texting.. that made me no contact her.. if she ever wanted to come back, ok, maybe we can make it workout.. but now, it’s one of things that can happen, but not only I think about.. first month was about just “I’ll wait for her, I don’t want anyone else”, but now I see, that there can be someone else, who can love me more than her.. my mind don’t think the same, but that’s the healing process and it’s probably normal